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2011-12-05T16:32:00.001+08:00

Bee!Boo!Baa!

Okay. So, I haven't been blogging for a few months eh. Feels pretty weird cause I don't really know what to blog about. School's fine, but not my grades. And I suppose nobody is reading this, which means I can rant my heart out right? Right.

Christmas this year will be hectic for me. And maybe with a dash of chaos. Why do I say that? Virnice is gonna leave for Australia this coming Saturday. Rzone apps Christmas is on the 18th. My test is on the 12th-15th. Tell me how great is that. But looking on the brighter side, my region is pretty small. So I thank God for this manageable amount (for this moment only; of course I would want my region to grow). Icons would be another headache cause Dixon wants me to do out my very own costume of R2D2. Even better. But I believe God will pull me through everything cause I believe me makes me go through all these things for a reason.

Well I'm kinda worried for my test cause I feel like I don't know anything at all. Not too bad for math cause at least I know that teenee weenee bit. Edev is not that bad also. Digital fundamentals makes me go mad and so does SSMAT. Maybe not so horrible for SSMAT. I thank god for the fact that I took physics.

Alright, that's all about the updates of my life. Can't wait for my tests to be over.

Whatever doesn't kill you,
makes you stronger.

2011-09-07T03:42:00.001+08:00

i miss you.

2011-06-15T01:05:00.002+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

Wow. I haven't been bogging since last year. Time flies eh? Now's like June already. Having my term break now. Hohoho. Okay. Since I'm here, I shall update a 'lil on my life. Well, erm. Oh yes, my O levels results.

English - C5

Chinese - B3

Mathematics - B3

Combine Science[physics/chemistry] - B3

POA - D7

D&T - D7

Combine Humanities[SS/Literature] - C6

To think of it, it was my humanities which actually 'saved' me. Imgine me failing my humans. Probably i'll be self-studying now. Anyway I get to minus off two marks for my CCA. Thus my L1R4 is 18.

So right now I'm currently studying in Temasek Polytechnic taking the course Mechatronics Engineering (: Well , I'm happy there and I love school (: Suprise suprise! Hah.

Anyway visited baby just now. She just had her operation. Get well soon babe. xoxo.

K, i shall end here. My dearest is bugging me to sleep now.

Oh, and apparently now I can't sleep without him on the phone. Yes, every night.

what's wrong?

2010-12-13T19:50:00.002+08:00

try sleeping when you dream of playing catching with death every night.

Love, me ♥

2010-11-11T01:13:00.006+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

Oh hi. Yes, i'm blooooginggggg. Ask me why, quick. Cause i can't sleep. Why ah? Cause my boyfriend has gone to some place that makes me can't sleep. Okay, i shall go study after i blog finish. Since my mind is so active now.

I've got one last paper to go. I promise myself I'm just gonna work super hard for it, and I'm gonna get full marks. I will, I will, I will. Yes, needless to say, i screwed my chinese paper. Here goes my A2. I had high expectations for it. I know I don't belong to a B3, deffinately not. What to do, i read wrongly for my compo and *PROOF* there goes my A. Its past more than 12 hours, and I'm still unable to forgive myself.

Talking about forgiving. Recently, I just realised something. There're some things which you can forgive, but you can never forget. The impact can never be gone; it still hurts after so long. But what can you do? Face it up to the fact : THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT.

~~When you think about it, face the pain, then drop it again.~~

And yeah, the family photo is sorta out already. I've only got one here, cause i, aiyah, long story. Here it is :

Okay, i shall go study till my boyfriend reaches home; I'm worried sick; not kidding.
nightnight, or should i say morning?

D

2010-11-06T15:06:00.003+08:00

Bee!Boo!Baa!

Wow, I can actually blog using my iPhone eh. Like amazing or what. The other time I tried, I couldn't. But well, I can this time. Yayyayyay! ^^v okay, lamez shit -___-

This week will be the last week of Os. Time flies really fast. Seems like it just happened in an blink of an eye. But oh well, somehow I can't wait to divorce all of my subjects now, then I can be considered as a pure faithful girlfriend to my boyfriend. Of not he always complain that I never accompany him; LOL.

Anyway, I had a break from all my husbands yesterday, and went out with my boyfriend. For a moment or so, I get to breathe and feel what the world is like. I kinda smell freedom; the scent of it is getting stronger and stronger. However, on the other hand, my kids(books) are calling out to me, "mummy! Me first! Have you forgotten about me?" of course they're more important to me now, so yeah. I'll gce to deal with my kids first.

As for today, I slept till twelve and yeah, had Mac for lunch. After that I kinda pack my room, and I managed to throw away half of my unwanted papers. Good job JiaEn. After O levels my room will be sparkling clean I tell you. Okay, my kids of husband SS are calling me now. I gotta go! Byeeeee!

2010-09-16T21:47:00.003+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

Great, now is the chiong-ing period. And yeah, my life is screwed. Cause currently all my husbands don't like me i tell you! I'mma so sad ): Anyway, I've screwed up most of my papers. POA was hard, Maths Paper 2 was hard, Physics was hard. So right now my since I'm pinning all my hopes on tomorrow's paper one, I better get full marks.

Anyway, Physics was a total bullshit. All i studied, all never come out. How come all the questions all so different one?! Tsk! Pekcek to the maxxx. Neesha was complaining she study like never study like that. LOL. Don't worry, you're not alone~ Hohoho. And Math paper two? Hah. It took away my A1. I thought i can get at least A for math. Thanks uh, paper 2! Hah. Tomorrow's D&T. Hi, i'm pinning all my hopes up on you too, D&T. Gimme A. HAHAHAHAHA. And oh! Moday's my practical! And shootz the ssystem. I'm in the first shift, and i need to quarrantine until 1130 when i need to report at 0720! This system pisses me off, like totally.

Hahahaha, did i tell you that my baby is sweeter then my boyfriend like a thousand a one times? I love her to the maxxxxxx~ She's so sweet and she makes me go "awwwwwwwwwwwwwww". Boyfriend, don't jealous ^^ Heeheeheehee.

Okay, I'm done with my break. I need to go back to D&T now. Bye ^^

xoxo,

2010-08-27T03:39:00.002+08:00

hi bitch, yes you bitch.
stop ruining other's people relationship alright.
what's over is already over.
like her boyflen so what?
people already with him already,
still ask her go read ur blog and your whatsoever shit.
please lah, grow up can or not?!
thinnk you what, three years old isi't?
i think a three-year-old also can think better than you.
i'm so sorry to all the three-year-olds out there,
so sorry for dergading you.
and bitch, since you're also already attached,
then why bother to do all these things?
still like ur ex,
then break up with your boyflen lah.
ur ex also darn funneh.
girlfriend ask him if it's true what's written on ur blog,
he said no.
probe him, he say don't trust him.
so bloody bitch, what do you want now huh?
break people's relationship,
break with ur boyflen,
get into one,
then break again luh huh?
you think very fun ah?
looks like you're cold blooded.
don't even have a heart.
don't care about other people's feelings one, hor?
probably, all you have in ur brain is nothing but full of shit.
try hurting her some more,
reguardless if it's directly or indirectly,
you'll see what happens.
i know you won't be reading this,
cause you don't know me.
but no worries eh,
cause i know you.
try shitting all over the place and making her life more difficult,
you see what happens ah.
i make sure you die till jialat jialat.

2010-08-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

i just realised i haven't been blogging for a long time, so yeah, apparently, i've decided to blog.

Currently, i'm married to all my subjects; thus making them all my husband.
i don't like my husband, seriously. All of them are annoying. I need to spent at least 3-4 hours with them per day, and apparently, it's like, killing me. I'm gonna divorce all of them once my Os are over. And trust me, i can't wait to divorce them now. Anyway, i'm divorcing english oral officially on tuesday and D&T the next friday. Yay-ness. I hope my boyfriend doesn't mind. I'm sure he understands ^^ sorry my beloved. Love you many many. Hearts hearts hearts hearts ^^

Sign.... Recently, so many break ups. See already also scared. Who knows the next one will be my turn... Looking at so many beakups, the thought of losing you came to me. I don't think i can no longer live without you. So keep your promise, and don't ever leave me.

Anyway, i just returned back from dinner. Dinner was really awesome at punggol marina. We had seafood! ^^v haha, my dearest kept on complaining hat he don't get to eat seafood for the past few months, and noa he gets to eat them. So....., i hope that he'll stop complaining that he doesn't have any meals with seafood! LOL. Anyway, we ordered crab, clayfish, prawns, chicken, man tou, san mee and fried rice! All of us ate to[or isi't till? pardon my english] our hearts content! :D And me and Jane were like laughing all the way home, darn funny i tell you.

Okay, i shall end here. No pics to post, cause I'm using my aunt's laptop now! Byeeeeeeeee :D

loving you, all of my life.

2010-07-17T01:14:00.007+08:00

Joyce Sim Jia En,

promise to stick by Lee Aik Khim's side 24/7,
no matter what happens,

through think and thin,

all of my life,

till death do us part ♥

2010-06-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

you know what?

i feel so far away from you.

Your prescence; my addiction.

2010-06-25T15:17:00.004+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

This morning was raining and darn it, i have to go Cedars Sec. How i wish i didn't go so that i can enjoy a longer beauty sleep. And probably, my beauty sleep will be a more beautiful one, thanks to the rain. But too bad, i'm not fortunate enough to enjoy it thanks to the SYF opening ceremony. If not, wow, it'll be another day of making sense; i suppose. I know it's random, but, i just realised my shoulders are super broad.

Poor us, during the ceremony[i suppose], we have to stay still for two hours. And yeah, if you know me, i'm that kind of "zeh beh tiao" one. So i think i'll be having problems sitting still for two hours; hopefully i won't have backache.

Alright, i'm stuck between Justin & Allsone, as in i'm sitting inbetween them. Two younger guys beside me, i feel so akward. But oh well, i'm bearing with it, since it's only for another week :D

And i just remembered i need to be out of the house in an hour's time, as i need to reach church by 1730 for the rehearsal for the drama later. Aha, guess what? I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVEN'T TAKEN MY LUNCH. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ask me how come i remember; cause my stomach just grumbled :D

Any-the-wayz, don't think i'm meeting dear later on, cause i don't know what time he'll be out. His camp, sucks, like yeah, much. I'm using much cause it's uncountable. HAH. I waited for him for two and a half bloody hours on Sunday. He also never wait for me for so long before -.-

Okayz, my tummy is grumbing like shit. I think i should zoom off to get food nao. Ending here with tons of lovez, chaos. Sorry for the "Zs"; i have the sudden urge of "Z-ing".

xoxo,

2010-06-24T12:53:00.005+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

Thanks to the bright sunlight, i woke up at eleven. But well, i guess that's enough. Haha, second-cum-last day of making sense since the beginning of the hols, as tomorrow i have to go Cedars Sec early in the morning again. Anyway i'm meeting dear later, cause he's going for appointment for his leg @ SGH, so yeah.

Yesterday was craving for shabu shabu pretty badly, so decided to go shabu-shi for lunch. Thanks to dear, the guy who pampers be like crazy. Hah. Actually he wanted to go to the jap reataurant near jubilee, but too bad, girlfriend has got cravings, so no choice. Went arcade then met up with Calista to get my bag and pass her the vocher. Bought bread & tea from toast box and bus-ed 136 then 62 to meet dar to get out sandals.

Headed to sweetheart's house after that to swim with dar while dear slacked there with his PSP. Soon, sweetheart came so the two of them stayed in the function room. Went to meet up with JiaNi, Clarissa & Christabel @ NTUC around seven and helped JiaNi to carry the drinks with my double Ds.

Soon, people came and W party begins! Had food & games, and well, overall we had fun :D Thanks to Alan & Wenyi, me and Jane cab home with them =D thanks lots.

Alright, i just remembered i need to contact my math tutor to change date for my tuition as there is amazing singapore this saturday. And for my chem tuition with Mr KaiLi had switched to monday 1830. Great. At least now my Sat is free. Which means i can be miss piggy and sleep all i want all the way till late morning or maybe noon. HAHAHAHAHA. I AM SO HAPPAYEEEE ^^v Pigs for the win babbaye.

Alright i'm having rehearsal for this Friday's drama later, hope everything goes well :D Shall end here, chaos.

xoxo,

2010-06-22T23:29:00.004+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

hello, i'm back, like yeah, finally. These few days aren't happy days; there're just so many things happening in the surroundings, way to many. I ain't happy, don't ask me why. Having indigestion since just now and yeah, probably i'll go swimming with dar tomorrow. Before that will be meeting with my dearest first i guess. I hope so, hah. Anyway i think i'm starting to love chemistry, i think. But i can be sure i don't hate that subject for now, thought at times i still find it suckish luh huh. Tuition sessions has been quite fine for me, well at least things are going into my brain now. Ah! Finally i get to sleep till late tomorrow! For the whole entire holiday, I'm waking up like early in the morning like yeah, very early, as early as seven. I'm having my holidays so that doesn't make sense right? Never minnd, at least tomorrow makes sense! Yay-ness. & oh, i'm missing people whom i haven't been seeing for a long long time(: Oh, i hope they'll appear like out of the blue. Okay, i know that's a step away from impossible. But, ah, never mind. And i just realised that this post is super random and it makes no sense. Okay, since when did my entry make sense? Alright, shall end here. Night night, chaos.

xoxo,

" Under what circumstances will make you leave me? "

" No circumstances will ever make me leave you. "

2010-06-06T00:58:00.006+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

Alright, these fews days i've been feeling very down/unhappy/pek cek/mang zhang. So pardon me for my behaviour/actions/words or whatsoever. Sorry for being an unreasonable bitch; i didn't mean it.

Today, halfhalf. Woke up in the morning to go daddy sim's office to work. After that he sent me to SCGS for heart.sports. As usual, i fell. [ okay, i know i'm falling down in every game i play. fine, i'm useless. ] & swore i never felt so embarassed before in my whole entire life when i fell down. Gosh, all eyes were on me.

After sports, I went out with Ebenbenbenbenbenezer Tay. So headed to town after my bath and tada, i went to cine to get the tickets first just in case it was sold out. And guess what? It was sold out when i reach the cinema! Urgh, i was pretty pissed. Called Eben & broke the news to him; he was really dissappointed. Met Eben @ 313 and lingered around cause i need to accomapny dear while he waited for his friends. Dear's friends came then me & Eben went up to forth storey cause we wanted to eat sushi. In the end long queue so we were deciding where to eat & hah, we ended up eating with dear & his friends. Me and Eben felt really weird, and we wanted to sit at separate tables! Okay, and i think i ate most, as usual. Zoom off with Eben right after dinner. Went to Ben&Jerry's @ orchard central; and we love the ambience, a lot, a lot, a lot, Hah. We spent a total of twenty bucks there. Shared three scoops; he decided on chocolate, i decided on lemon sorbet & we decided on coffee. And he's very much like dear, who hates sour stuff! He was complaining that the lemon sorbet was too sour! [ P.S : we did something really funny at the escalator right after leaving Ben&Jerry's and we laughed our heads off right after we did it. For us to know, for you to find out. Our lips are sealed. Muahahahaha. ] Eben can make a really good boyfriend, LOL. If ou're out with him, you'll get what i mean. He offered to carry my shoe bag for me! ^^ Very nice eh? Don't worry, i didn't regret my desicion on being with Lee Aik Khim, hah.

Home sweet home after hat & daddy sim was really nice as he picked me up from hougang MRT station :D Shall end here, chaos.

xoxo,

thanks Eben Tay,

for being there for me

when i need somebody

to be there for me the most.

2010-05-29T00:50:00.000+08:00

can you please be here when i need you most?

2010-05-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

i don't feel happy, but why?

2010-05-29T00:11:00.001+08:00

What the hell's wrong with me?

2010-05-28T00:24:00.006+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

Today's the last day of school. And yeah, obviously i got back my report book. My results are pretty unplesant and so, simjiaen has decided to work harder for her prelims; to get both good results and of course, her dearest iphone which is waiting for her - one stone kills twwo birds/ yi ju liang de. Alright, Monday's my chinese Os, and, shuo zhen de, wo hen hai pa. I need to get a A1 for this, as this is one of my stronger subject. Currently, i'm pressuring myself to memorise all the idioms and the ways to write a proper letter; LOL. Memorising is tough, as my brain hates to memorise. Well, i'll consider it as a challenge then. Though it irritates me a 'lil. Hah. Anyway, tomorrow i'm going to Malaysia with my family, and Aaron sweetheat is going too ^^. It's a one-day trip, so Mr KaiLi's tuition will still carry on as usual. Okay, he reminds me of chemistry; urgh. Chemistry is still hating me, no matter how much i try to love it. Oh well, i guess i'll have to love it more. Oh, and next time i won't put my sweets that i bought from Sticky on the dinning table anymore. Hah. Mr KaiLi saw it the other day and he said something like this :

Mr KaiLi : Where you get these sweets?

Me : Uh, Sticky. At central, clark quay there.

Mr KaiLi : Oh, so you got so much time to go there and get ur sweets ah?

Me : Huh. No lah, happen to pass by so just buy lor. Nice what.

Mr KaiLi : Orh, so you got a lot of time to pass by there lah? Since you got a lot of time to pass by there, that means you also have a lot of time to do more work right? Okay, i will give you more work to do.

-_________________-

oh gosh, when i heard that in my mind i was like going "what? !@#$%^&*()_+ " Lesson learn : no more placing my sticky sweets on the dinning table. There's a high price to pay. Okay, i hope Mr KaiLi doesn't see this, if not i'm gonna get it from him on Saturday. Eh, sweetheart, don't tell him if you happen to see this alright. Hah. For the whole of today, i had diarrhoea like four times, and i have totally no idea what's the cause. Please pray for me, cause that feeling sucks. Went out with Shien today. Walked from SengKang all the way to Jalan Kayu to eat PRATA. { YinLai, please take note. *ahem* *ahem* } And yeah, took bus 103 to serangoon for tuition. Met up with deary after tuition and bought dinner back home to eat. Okay, that's all i have to say. Sorry for that long post. Currently waiting for daddy sim to return. Chaos.

xoxo,

2010-05-19T10:37:00.004+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

Today's marking day, thus i've got no school. My so called "off day". Shall not mention about the papers, cause i know this time round i ain't gonna do well. And there goes my iphone. Anyway i've decided to increase my study time to three hours a day, if possible; i'll try. Currently chemistry is driving me up the wall. Too bad, chemistry hates me. I'm trying my best not to hate it too, if not i'll never be able to get it. Okay, i haven't taken my breakfast and i feel weak. Alright, i shall head to the kitchen first then i'll continue. TADA! I'm back with my carton of milk, cause tomorrow's the date of expiry. So i shall finish it before it expires. I think i should buy more milk, cause my finger nails are unhealthy. Juvelia said so cause she saw the shape of my nails! These few days ahtan had been running through my mind. I don't know why, but yeah. The thought of seeing ahtan later makes me feel so happy ^^ Anyway, i'm goona visit Jovin later! ^^ Yay, today's a happy day. But i dread tomorrow. Cause i'm getting back my papers, which is also equivalent to dooms day. Hah, this time round, i think i'm really gonna be dead. Oh yeah. Anyway i hope that i can go sweetheart's house to play PS3 later on. I hope eh. Hah. Alright, shall end here. Chaos.

xoxo,

2010-05-17T00:04:00.003+08:00

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

i wish you were here.

right here, right now.

for if you were here,

i don't feel so alone.

2010-05-11T20:08:00.004+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

Hohoho, i'm here to blog after so long. Finally eh, haha. Okay, i know nobody's gonna read this so i'll take it as i'm talking to me, myself, JiaEn & i. Alright, i've screwed most of my papers, don't ask me why, hah. And probably i'll be dissappearing from blogger for a period of time, cause right now it's exam period. All i do is mug, mug, mug, mug, mug, mug mug... ... ... *ahem* let's not drift away. Haha. Right. This is gonna be random but still....

Thanks for letting me know that you'll always be there for me.
Thanks for chatting up on the phone for long hours.
Thanks for your shoulders when i wanna sleep.
Thanks for bringing me to places i wanna go.
Thanks for listening to my complains.
Thanks for telling me everthing's gonna be alright when trouble comes knocking on my door.
Thanks for telling me to go to bed when it's late.
Thanks for letting me to make those calls in the wee hours at night/ in the morning.
Thanks for spending every moment with me.
Thanks for ending almost every single phone calls with " i love you " .
Thanks for you morning calls.
Thanks for dragging me out of bed.
Thanks for you hugs when i need them badly.
Thanks for acompanying me to the doc when i'm sick.
Thanks for getting me breakfast whenever you can.
Thanks for you never ending care.
Thanks for you love.

Lee Aik Khim, thanks for everything.

Shall end here, xoxo.

2010-04-26T17:14:00.006+08:00

Bee! Boo! Baa!

Today's Monday, which also means tie day. Seriously, i don't understand why must the school make us wear tie even when the weather is so bloody hot. And what's worse, the school expect us to concentrate when they're worsening our study conditions. Ridiculous. Went to the parliament house just now, and, suprisingly, i enjoy to listen to parliament sessions. And i saw the person i respect most - MM Lee Kuan Yew. Was sitting beside HuiRan just now & when MM Lee came in, we both were staring at each other with out mouths wide open. BangTian was right, God sees our desires, haha. Although it wasn't really my desire to see MM Lee, but still, haha. Well, but i really dislike the part where we have to surrender our mobil phones, but i don't blame them for that.n But the funny thing is, i have to surrender my water bottle thus making me thirsty for the entire trip. Tsk. On my way back, i was having massive headache. Terrible. Thank God there's no choir today if not i think i'll be dead by now. Alright, plannings for tonight : Do finish my math paper for tomorrow's tuition & finish up my lit which i'm suppose to hand in today, haha. Was revising my chemistry till late at night yesterday. Seriously, screw chemistry. And dear's having outfield tonight, so won't be on the line tonight. great, good timing to revise my work; MYE is near. Shall end here, chaos.

xoxo,

" You're not alone for I am here,

let Me wipe away your every fear.

My love, I've never left your side,

I have seen you through your darkest night.

I'm the one who's loved you all your life,

all of your life. "

2010-04-25T22:03:00.003+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

Oh yeah, speech day's so boring. Screw it man. Oh well, what to do, it's already over. Anyway had dinner with ZhenXiang after speech day aand had hicken rice jia fan. Gosh, you guys should look at the amount of rice. Normal plate of rice x3. Lovely. And my fat meowmeow parter treated me milo ^^ how nice of him eh. Well, and we realised some bitch deserved more than four slaps, wow. Congrats, bitch. Bues-ed 88 and home sweet home.

Yesterday met dear for breakfast and saw Mr KaiLi @ mac. Something funny really happened. Some old man went up to Mr KaiLi and somehow in someway wanted money from him. Haha, hilarious. After that i was telling him this is Hougang, not Tampinese. Hougang got special chalet, so must watch out. LMAO. Went to meet jie @ J8 after that to watch How To Train Your Dragon in 3D. Before that dinned @ Sakae for mini[?] lunch. Alright, the show is not bad, but screw the 3D effect. Plus, the screen is super small. Cathay's doing a better job than 'em. Can't believe that GV is charging more than Cathay and yet Cathay is doing a better job than them. Disappointing.

Show eneded & met up with dear. Had dinner @ pizza hut and then home bitter home.

Today nothing much. Home bittter home 'round 1945. Accompany dear to the doc's cause his cough can't seem to get any better. Get well soon D:

Shall end here. Chaos.

xoxo,

2010-04-23T11:59:00.005+08:00

Bee! Boo! Baa!

Today's a friday, yay-ness. Early dismissal, cause today's speech day.Gotta be back at school by 1645 later on, urgh. Don't feel like going back. Well, i'm not left with any other option so i have to go back to school. Or else monday will no longer be blue but black, cause Ng's face will be filled with that colour. And instead of Mr Ng coming in, you'll see justice bao coming in. Oh yeah. Gosh, i'm hungry. I haven't eaten a single thing since morning. Deary was nice enough to morning call me, if not i'd be late for school as daddy sim overslept till like 0635, meow. Doubt i can go for HOF tonight as speech day ends around 1930, and HOF starts round that time. By the time i arrive, i'll be extremly late. Further more, there're lots of things that needs to be done by the end of the day, like my math tuition work, Mr KaiLi's work, school work etc. Cause i'll be going out tomorrow, so i better do something about it before anything happens. Oh well, at least right now D&T i'm going at a faster pace, so i better catch up and i need to come out with my final design by next thurday, oh dear. Gosh, Jesus, help me. Anyway i did pretty well for my POA test for profit & lost and appropiation and current account. twenty out of twenty five. Satisfaction. Lovely. Got the sudden urge of travelling. To somewhere, like, Malacca. I miss Jonker street. Anyway may be going to Japan this year end; hopefully i can. Well, Kanto & Misaki will be here this August, most probably. And if i go to Japan, it'll be a 'lil wasted. Hah, we shall see. Alright, shall end here. Chaos.

xoxo,

2010-04-22T21:57:00.006+08:00

bee!boo!baa!

oh hi, i'm blogging! yay-ness for me ^^ Finally, sat going to watch with jie how to train ur dragon 3D eh ^^ And korrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrahrahrahrah, i'm disappointed 4324909032423363484839098387834. Tell you want watch together then you go watch with ur friends ): Tsk. Sickening. Okay, and, FYI, i'm banned from going out now so the only way is through my cousins. Oh great, i can't find my favourite t-shirt now, how irritating. And, golf, you know how much i miss you ever since istep down last week? I keep on thinking that tomorrow's gonna be without you, and thinking of it makes me missing you more. Golf golf golf, i promise after O levels i'll be right back with you k? And this time with a better golf set, better clubs; every single swing will be a better one. And i'll meetup with Kyle for nine holes, probably mandai. And we'll go look for coach Francis, and he'll help me improve my swings. Promise. Deary's coming out on Sat, and he's going back on Sun night; screw clementi camp. He's no longer a recruit for pete's sake -.-. urgh. Anyway speech day's tomorrow; i dread it. If can pon, i'd love too. But too bad, it's COMPULSARY. basket... Alright, changed chem tutor, like a month ago. Mr KaiLi's teaching me, probably, eh, no, i mean all the way till my Os. Oh yeah. And we've got a new word in our dictionary : neucleous. Lovely eh. Muahahaha. Alright, shall end here. Chaos.

xoxo,

2010-03-03T18:22:00.002+08:00

bee?

boo?

baa?

i doubt anyone will be reading this.

even if there are previously,

i guess none of them will be visiting anymore,

for i haven't been blogging for close to a month;

a month;

more than a month;

i don't know,

don't bother to know,

don't wish to know either.

was packing some stuff just now,

and came across those letters he once gave it to me.

and i just realised,

we once loved each other so deeply,

but now, i don't know what's happening.

i guess wee've changed.

we didn't change for the better,

neither did we change for the worse.

we've change, without any moves,

without knowing too.

i miss the past.

bring us back where our love has just started.

2010-02-05T11:43:00.001+08:00

妈的，我是你的女朋友，不是你的出气桶！

2010-01-05T14:31:00.002+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

alright, school has already reopened.

which means, time to chiong.

right now i'm in school.

and i give up looking for the SS info.

urgh, and i'm still sticking with Kal for english.

that witch. basket~

like she teacher and never teach got difference like that~

stuck in band 3 for enlish,

stuck with the same teacher, sian.

i'm in band 1 for chinese,

wang lao shi teachinggggg

and she says everybody must get A1 -.-

so, therefore, thus, chiong.

having math tuition later,

and i left my work piece at home; lovely.

and i still need to travel al the way to yishun.

was super sick yesterday,

but thank God i'm fine today.

so, therefore, thus, school.

finally, jamming :D

saturday ah people.

still must call and book the studio.

if not confirm no space.

k, school end already.

bell ring ler,

time to go,

bye.

2009-12-16T12:37:00.003+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
okay, i'm suppose to cut my finger nails like 3 weeks ago.
but i'm way too lazy to cut.
no work today, yay.
so i can sleep till as late as 1034 (:
later i'm gonna get WParty's deco with nor; bendemeer.
yay? idk.
mummy sim says things over there are cheaper.
if i can't find any i'm gonna kill her when i come back!@#$%^&*
my body's like aching all over since yesterday night,

thus i'm not feeling very well.
khim is coming out tonight,

but i don't think i can meet him.
okay, i'm growing fatter.
vegetables & fruits, here i come :D
& no heart.sports, that explains.
alright, shall end here.
and from today till friday,

i need to tell myself that i'm a bitch,
someone super bitchy till friday night. hah.
okay, i'm a bitch, i'm a bitch, I AM A BITCH!!!
okay, that's so funnaye -.-
whatever.
bitch says bye.

overdue photos :

@ genting

@ suntec

2009-12-15T09:50:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
faxes are coming in, coming in coming in!
okay, lame lame lame
currently in daddy sim's office now, doing sai kang.
LOL. and i don't think he wants to pay me; fine ):
having breakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
alright, sunday after rehearsal went to vivio to get nor's dress.
after that watch new moon with dear.
wanted to watch planet 51, but tickets are sold out D;
so yeah, no choice lor, watch new moon.
anyway, i don't like edward cullen anymore.
i ♥ Jacob, yay.
he's so hot.
i mean, really really hot.
his biceps; wooo. and i love his skin colour, too.
so, edwrad cullen? forget about him please.
that oh-so-white guy. hah.
.♥.Jacob.♥.Jacob.♥.Jacob.♥.Jacob.♥.Jacob.♥.Jacob.♥.Jacob.♥.Jacob.♥.
okay okay, shall stop saying that.
later !@#$%^& see this come beat me up i die.
anyway soniasoniasonia, wehen want to pool huh?
sonia says she's going to bring me go pool.
okay, i haven't been pool-ing for quite awhile.
like, err, 2 weeks?
that's not very long hor? fine.
i didn't get to pool in genting; the tablesare always full.
anyway i had fun @ genting.
i miss aaron sim ):
aaron, remember, cockscrew?
and that thing that goes all the way up @ genting?
i wantttttttttt D;
okay, sorraye, random.
anyway, back to the topic.
train-ed down to sk after show.
bought cupwalker and bus-ed 156 back home.
office & ladies night yesterday, nothing much.
and emily says my dress looks like i wanna go clubbing.
what crap? haha.
alright, shall end here.
rehearsal tonight.
i want dinner @ ahyi's house ^^ . hehe.
byebye people.
going to do sai kang now. whatever ^^

2009-12-12T23:36:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
alright, i haven't been blogging for like one thousand years already -.-
and, err, i have no idea what to blog about.
err, okay.
today...
chem tuition @ 0900
english tuition @ 1100
and err, met khim after english tution took cab home and home @ 1322
and, he cooked lunch or me ^^
okay, i forgot how to blog.
fine, i can't blog.
i suck.
whatever's the case, i don't feel like blogging now.
bye.

2009-11-17T16:41:00.003+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
currently at daddy sim's office, having a lil' break.
was suppose to go night safari with nor-dar, jy & em yesterday,but it rainned.
so eventually we didn't go.
went to vivo instead and ate marche!
anyway after makan went to walk walk.
& i quite like the christmas deco there, esp the atmosphere.
anyway khim is having life firing at mandai now & he says he wants to go zoo.
and his stupid idea makes me want to go zoo too ):
i haven't been going to the zoo since like a thousand years ago.
so, i shallgo to zoo some day.
haha.
how dumb can i be; i get influenced so easily.
currently quarrelluing with ah lane on facebook.
that idiot.
she'll get it from me when i get home.
alright, shall end here.
byebye.

2009-11-12T20:44:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
okay, i haven't been blogging for a long, long, time.
but, oh well, i can't be bothered.
LOL.
school holidays have started,
and i'm not totally in the holiday mood.
okay, put aside all the going out.
so fast, i'm gonna sit for my o levels in less than a years time.
urgh. stress ah.
anyway jane just spilled the bin -.-
sorry, random i know.
anyway i think i need to study.
okay, its not a i think.
i should be a i need, haha.
urgh, still need to go school tomorrow. sian.
& dang, i'm craving for ice cream.
how i wish i can have it, but i can't.
daddy sim is sick ): ;
get well soon alright.
i love you daddy. [ as if he will read this -.- ]
alright, going out to hougang point with jane to get stuff.
enjoy ur life, peepole.

2009-10-26T11:35:00.000+08:00

bee!

boo!
baa!
okay, i'm in NYP now having this infotainment design course.
urgh, AEM.
George never come,
so i don't have any entertainer for today.
or else maybe my day in NYP might have been slighty better
cause Goerge is always so funny, haha.
anyway friday went to visit granny after school.
cause she had a bad fall on thurs and kinda like had a crack in her bone.
after that went to bus 854 to yishun,
then go meet nor & candy for dinner.
color friday was okay,
except that i didn't manage to drag shien along,
LOL.
saturday had tuition at kovan from 0900-1000.
then walked to serangoon for english tuition.
it took me half an hour, slow walk.
so was kinda like half an hour early,
cause my tuition starts at 1100.
after that went to meet aikkhim for lunch,
then i went to daddy's office.
helped him out [ yes free labour ]
and he sent me to SCGS at 1600.
played frisbee and yay finally region A won for once :D
anyway after that daddy sim picked me up round 18xx and headed to orchard hotel
had buffet at orchard cafe and yeah,
i didn't eat the fondue suprisingly. heh.
there was kuay chap & i ate lots & lots of intestine (:
didn't eat them for a year plus already, hahaha.
so yeah, that kinda like resulted the massive consuming of it.
anyway sunday after church went to catch movie.
went to watch imagine that & the movie is not bad.
it was quite touching so yeah, encouraged to watch.
after that went to visit Jovin then headed to compass.
went to aikkhim's house to take cable for this course then daddy sim picked me up.
had dinner at punggol seafood restaurant at punggol marina there,and here's the mess i made on my second plate.

then went to aaron house.
went home bathe sleep wake up & here i am to say hi to today.
anyway saw aaron from region C just now.
i thought i saw a familia figure
and suddenly i heard a voice that says "aren't you from church"
i turned around and there he was, haha.
well i need to do my work now
shall end here, enjoy.

a friend like you;
to have ten,
i rather have NONE.

2009-10-22T17:25:00.006+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

okay, today had course at NYP on this infortainment design.

anyway just before we left for school for course,

many people didn't turn up.

Mr Ng was extremly disappointed.
well, but those who went had a treat from Mr Ng.

mc for breakfast(:

as for the course,

at first i thought it was already boring enough,
cause the lecturer brought us for a "tour" round the campus.

but thank God Mr Ng's D90 accompanied me ^^

and George was LATE.

[ see, George, i didn't lie. I told you it's gonna be up on blogger means its gonna be up! (: ]
anyway went to this room where they exhibit all their robots.

and i think most of them have won a lot of competitions.

[ cute right? ]

[ & the Elmo loves me (: ]

when the course started, we were introduced to photoshop.
& the lecturer treated us like as if we were some knowledge-less creatures,
like we don't know what to do -.-

how disappointing.

but then i was pretty entertained by Mayuan,

cause she used Mr Ng's pic to do some editing using photoshop,

and trust me,

it was really funny.

i laughed till i cry okay!

the course ended at 1300 and i walked home.

and yeah, i bought mc for lunch, haha.
mc for breakfast & lunch,

how cool's that.

no worries,

i won't be having mc for dinner,
unless my granny knows how to cook fillet-o-fish & mc wings,

hahahaha.

shall end here,

be careful little lips what you say.

[ you know who you are ]

pictures taken many many many weeks ago :

i promise you i won't give up, if only you stand by me no matter whatever circumstances i'm in.

2009-10-21T16:51:00.004+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

alright, shall start from friday.

didn't have school, so went out with my ahnornortan(:
wanted to watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs,

but it was in 3D.

the tickets are too costly,
so in the end we went for 500 days of summer.

the show was not bad.

i enjoyed it, though the ending wasn't what i've expected.

headed to yishun to meet Candy after we finish the show.

went for HOF & had supper with her & akikkhim after that.
we were walking home, cause we were having balloons.

so yeah, didn't want to take bus.

anyway saturday went for tution as usual.
after that meet went to meet akikhim in the train.

headed to cineleisure and went kbox.
okay, the last time i went there was more than a year ago...
hahaha. anyway was there from 0220-1900.

headed to wisma to get my shoes,

cause apparently i no have ler.

went food republic to have dinner
& i went back to taka basement to get donuts(:
cause i wanted it for breakfast, haha.

got some for Jane too.

so stop telling me that i'm mean to her.

hehehehehe.
anyway after buying donuts we train-ed down to yck & bus-ed 72 homeeeeeeeee.
sunday after church went lunch with ahnornortan, aikkhin & candy.

went to eat BBQ chicken at northpoint.

after that me & aikkhim went to iluma to get my watch fixed.

then headed to sim lim square.

he needed to get a PSP,

but we had such an unpleasent experience over there.

shall not talk about it.train down to ahyi's house after that with his accompany.

so yeah, went there for dinner & home sweet home with daddy sim & all.

had math tuition on monday

& it kinda like drained me.

was extremly tired, cause i studied since i woke up in the morning.

had my paper on yesterday.

& many many many things happened.

many many many things were discovered by a few of us.

yeah, you can't tell anything to that hypocrite man.

to think that she can bitch around like this. hah.

went to meet candy at hougang point's mc at round 2130,

just realised so much was released,

and felt much better talking to her.

went home around 2215,

& i'm saying hi to today.

tml will be having course,

think everything should be okay.
shall end here.

you won't know how much i hate you for the time being.

you want to do, do it infront of me.

don't do it behind my back, bitch.

2009-10-15T20:25:00.005+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

alright, just realised i haven't been blogging for such a long time.

so long, then i almost forgot that i've a blog that exist.

alamak, this year's EOY almost killed me.

2 more papers to go, on tuesday.

POA paper 2 & math paper 2.

i studies for my lit till 2am on tuesday.

and yesterday, i broke my record people.

i studied my chemistry & D&T till 4am!!!

yes, you didn't see it wrongly, 4 am.

F-O-U-R-A-M

and i only slept at 0430, goodness.

but still, i think i'm still gonna fail my chem paper.

cause i can never get chem.

hopefully my physics paper will pull me up.

dear God, A1 please D;

crap math paper 1 for goodness sake!

it came out a question from a math syllabus -.-

it asked about mid-point, basket~

whatever it is, its already over.

i just hope i can do well for it or else my tutor's gonna kill me, for all i know.

anyway last friday went to ahnornortan's house to study,

and we cooked our own dinner.

ahnornortan, i miss ahzhengu D;

anyway, that ahzhengu which was sticking out looked so cute ;D

but i can't help, falling in love with you~

okay, that line on top is meant for my ahzhengu (:

alright, gonna check timing for my meatball show with my darling ahnornortan tml.

shall end here,

enjoy ur night people!

hey you,

yes you.

would you mind,

to shut ur mouth for a moment or so?

all you does is comparing dolphins to sharks.

eh, what's ur problem?

if you cannot stand us, the dolphins,

then move back to the sharks lah -.-

keep saying we dolphins say sharks this,

say sharks that.

and please,

if it's only a person or 2 who said that,

do you have to critisize us dolphins?

just go tell the person you can't stand it,

and don't blame it on the dolphins.

you may shift back & "protect" ur sharks,

for all i care.

don't force me to say out uglier stuff,

that i didn't mention.

shall not mention ur name,

you should know who you are.

sorry if i'm rude or what,

but since you're so protective of ur ex-region,

i shall be protective towards my own one too.

2009-09-24T22:52:00.002+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

yeah, apparently, i've changed my blogskin.

cause i don't wanna have the same blog skin as clarissa.

LOL.

anyway it seems like i've nothing much to blog about.

sunday after church went to vivo with my Eva.

but the shop no more ):

so yeah, went there in vain.

had Carl's Jr for lunch, cause my Eva wanted it.

after that he accompany me to Great World City to meet daddy sim & all.

and oh! there's pelini's silver over there!

i was so happy when i saw it, haha.

went to bishan & bugis one, but close down already ):

so yeah, i thought perlini's silver was a no more.

but i spotted it at Great World City! yay!

haha, bought 2 pairs of earrings.

after that headed to grand copthorn hotel.

hmmm, did i spell it correctly?

but never mind, who cares.

i doubt no one reads this anyway.

had a night stay over there.

and my dinner was buffet at grand copthorn.

urgh. the variety of food was super limited.

and thanks to my Eva [ and "his Carl's Jr" ] earlier on, i was super full.

so yeah, didn't really enjoy my dinner...

monday went to TPY for lunch.

then Eva came my house to give me tuition.

maths. urgh. so hard.

but EOY's coming, so bo bian.

mummy sim bought us mcdonald's for dinner ^^

after that daddy sim sent him back to his camp.

and Eva made me damn jealous.

his camp's air smell so freah.

if only every morning i've got this kind of fresh air to breathe in...

yeah, if only...

well, anyway tuesday i stayed back & rushed my D&T project,

thus i didn't go for my maths tuition.

stayed back till five plus; almost died.

wednesday was create, and we had tons of fun!

region D won for live band. [ YCG ]

and region A won for gastronomy. [ YCG ]

think B won drama. [ CG ]

for mini musical best supporting actress was Midori,

best supporting actor was Choo Chye.

best actress was teacher Michelle,

and best actor was Linton.

digital photography Benedict got first :D

Cedric got first runner-up

& i got second runner-up.

hah.

Cedric, I CAN SHOOT ALRIGHT.

hahahahaha.

last saturday when i reach church,

Cedric was like going " lai zhe li zuo shem me, bai mei ah? "

then Cedric, Benedict & i were laughing away.

he keep laughing at me i cannot shoot.

now i can prove to him that i can, hahahahaha.

today nothing much, just came back from tuiton an hour plus ago.

gosh, i'm so tired & i've still got work to do.

&darn, i left my Lit & chinese compo in school.

how? ):

anyway i've told daddy sim i need to be in school early tml,

so hope i'll be in school on time, that i can finish my work.

if not i'm gonna be so dead D;

alright, shall end here people.

night night.

2009-09-19T00:23:00.004+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

i realised i haven't been blogging for quite sometime.

way too lazy to blog nowadays and plus, i seldom use my computer.

workload is pretty heavy also.

thus, no time to use com.

shall start from Monday.

had choir, after that went to Shien's birthday.

& thanks to my eva, he didn't tell me their dad was there.

so yeah, i felt really odd & weird.

if i knew their dad was there, i wouldn't have gone.

never mind, i had a great time with the three of them in the end,

so i'm letting my eva off. [ only this time =P ]

tuesday, nothing much.went for tuition after school, then headed to ah yi's house for dinner beforing heading to midori's house for rehearsal.

wednesday was big create.

did mistakes during the dance, but i doubt anyone noticed it, so yeah.

nor-dar said she did mistakes too! xP

yesterday stayed back after school for D&T.

went back at five plus.

my poor eva had guard duty; so i didn't get a chance to meet/see him.

he go back camp do gurad duty, but only had an hour of sleep.

he say need to run here run there, then need to turn in [or don't know what] in the middle of the night.

hahahahahaha, poor thing.

had chinese oral today.

think i'm not gonna do well.

although the teahcer say my reading not bad, but i think it was pretty choppy -.-

and got one word i don't know how to read, so just aga-aga.

he also said he like my answers for my conversation & my thinking is very mature.

so is this good or bad?

think i'm gonna do it badly.

anyway after my oral i went to meet my eva, then headed to bugis.

so fast, i'm with him for like, half a year?

yeah, half a year...

time, seriously, flies.

and i'll be sitting for my chinese Olevel in less than a year.

sitting it next June.

and one year later i'll be sitting for my Os.

looking at my results i really wonder how an i gonna sit for it?

my results ain't getting me anywhere.

and how on earth am i gonna aim for my aerospace course?

looking at my results i don't even think the nursing course wants me.

everything dropped except for maths.

D&T from A drop to D.

it's time for me to get serious i think.

but each time i tell myself that, the more i play.

the harder i aim, the harder i'll fall.

what's the point of studying.

what's the point of mugging.

what's the point of taking Os.

what's the point of living.

what's the point, seriously.

WHAT'S THE POINT.

I'm backbackbackbackBACK.

2009-09-07T23:13:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
yesyesyes, i'm back from Malacca.
back to the harsh & cruel reality in Singapore.
what to do?
for some moments, i really wish that i could live there for the rest of my life.
i mean, the life over there is so simple.
maybe i could just live in one of the shop houses in jonker street, study there.
after that, get a job & live there the rest of my life.
seriously, i wouldn't mind living a simple life like that, but its easier said than done -.-
anyway, i bought quite a couple of things there, and i spent alot :D
mummy sim's worse, she bought 4 pairs of shoes -__________-
poor daddy sim, didn't buy anything.
urgh.sometimes i really hate to travel with apple ahyi.
the problem doesn't lies with her.
it lies with her older daughter.
yes, Eleora Chua Sze Ern.
think you what? princess ah?
everybody must respect you?
how old are you? ten!
everything go according to you?
popo old already, don't know how to pronounce ur name, got prob?
and do you have to roll ur eyes?
oh please, do you know how much i feel like digging them out, and how much i feel like slapping ur face?
and uh, ur oh-so-fake-hug, just to put up that show for popo friend's to see.
seriously, ur attitude sucks big time, sucker.
&oh, AHNORNORTAN, I MISS YOU!
i've got ur shirt already! :D
hope you'll like it, my dear girl <3
anyway, my eva is sick ):
hope his fever subsided already.
get well soon alright.
everytime never take care; sore throat already on sunday still can eat fast food -.-
i'm speechless-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s.
alright, shall end here.
nights people.
" enjoy while you can. "

yeah, i am.
extremly.
tax is damn close L.
so capable then go get one lah.
why come kop mine?

sometimes, i really felt,
like you robbed away,
my whole entire world.
my whole entire world.
my whole entire world.
my whole entire world.
my whole entire world.
my whole entire world.
my whole entire world.
my whole entire world.
my whole entire world.
my whole entire world.
my whole entire world.
my whole entire world.
my whole entire world.
MY WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD.

I'm backbackbackbackBACK.

2009-09-07T23:13:00.001+08:00

2009-09-03T20:03:00.002+08:00

Look Away - Chicago
When you called me up this morning,
told me 'bout the new love you found,
I said "I'm happy for you, I'm really happy for you."
Found someone else, I guess I won't be coming 'round.
I guess it's over, baby; it's really over, baby, whoa...
And from what you said I know you've gotten over me;
it'll never be the way it used to be.
So if it's gotta be this way,
don't worry, baby, I can take the news okay.

But if you see me walking by,
and the tears are in my eyes,
look away, baby, look away.
If we meet on the streets someday,
and I don't know what to say,
look away, baby, look away.
Don't look at me; I don't want you to see me this way.

When we both agreed as lovers,
we were better off as friends,
that's how it had to be, yeah, that's how it had to be.
I tell you I'm fine but sometimes I just pretend;
wish you were holding me, wish you were still holding me, whoa...
I just never thought, that I would be replaced so soon;
I wasn't prepared to hear those words from you.
I know I wanted to be free; yeah, baby, this is how we wanted it to be.

But if you see me walking by,
and the tears are in my eyes,
look away, baby, look away.
If we meet on the streets someday,
and I don't know what to say, look away, baby, look away.
Don't look at me; I don't want you to see me this way.

When you called me up this morning,
told me 'bout the new love you found.
I said "I'm happy for you, I'm really happy for you."

bee!
boo!
baa!
not gonna say much today.
shall let the song do the talking.
oh, by the way, it is the first song in my blog.
yes, old song, i know.
but it's nice okeh ;D
enjoy people(:

2009-09-02T17:36:00.002+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

full course at NYP today, 9am - 5pm. another boring course.

not really boring, but i just can't seem to think today.

me idea doesn't get anywhere.

my brain ain't working.

& uncle Ng said i failed my D&T overall.

yeah, thanks to my class test -.- first time fail D&T leh, sad rightzxs.

i'm so gonna work extra hard for my year end.

muahahahahaha.

anyway, my school shoe's sole drop off while i was walking to one block from the other to get my newspaper.

at first it was going " piak piak piak ", cause it was like half-attached. after that the whole think came off, i was damn paiseh =.= '''

went to the office to get rubber bands, then they say stick the tape better.

in the end also useless, the sole also drop out -.-

sickening lehzxszxszxs.

so after this and that, rubber band is still the best :D hahahahahaha.

anyway, tell you smth, damn funny.

i needed cotton wool, cause the rubber band was hurting my ankle like crazy, so i asked the teacher for some.

the teacher told me

" you go look for the teacher

(who is not related to us, as in never teach us in ths course)

for some. "

so i looked for that teacher & then asked him, " teacher, you got cotton wool? "

then his student laughed and asked me " you know his name ah? "

then i was like going, " err, no? "

then the teacher show me smth : his name tag, that says " COTTON WOOL "

and then he said, " that's my name. "

hahahaha, the teacher so funny lah.

and he said " you found the right person. "

LOL.

the teachers there are hilarious; too bad, i'm not aiming to go there.

hehehehe.

anyway heard from the teacher that his surname is woo, so he gave himself the name cotton.

his name damn cool canzxszxszxs?!

anyway for the next 2 days i'll be there too.

sian right?

people friday morning end school already i still got course all the way till 5pm.

sianzxs. and i'm missing my meow meow partner already!

everytime eat recess with him one! and my eating kakis also.

eh, i'm not gonna eat with thim for 2 whole pathetic weeks. hais.

anyway i'm so gonna drag Shien to church on friday; i don't care :D

hahahahaha.

oh, i'm going to Malacca on Saturday,

before that i'll be sending dagu to airport, cause she's flying to Canada, how sad.

gonna miss her

[ and her cooking =P ]

like crazy. hehehehe.

and this also means i need to wake up super early on saturday,

cause she needs to check in think before five plus or smth.

ahnornortan, i'm gonna miss you.

and don't worry!

i won't forget ur grey shirt okeh!

never mind, doubt she'll read this anyway.

alright, shall end here people.

byebye.

2009-08-29T00:56:00.009+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

shall start from wed.

err, YCG.

wasn't suppose to go high, but thanks to SHAWN CHAN, i went high.

higher than i wasn't suppose to go.

yeah, we went high all the way in my kitchen, with Aaron sweetheart of course!

nothing much for thursday, except that i was being late for school once again.

yeah, who else's the cause of it.

anyway i had fun today; went to play 9 hole.

here are the pictures :D

after that daddy sim fetched me home.

went to meet Shein after her CCA at SKSS.

headed to church straight.

had supper after hearts on fire with her.

on our way to bungkok...

[ Lee Aik Khim, just take a good look at how ur sister is when she's with me... haha. ]

after supper, sent her back.

her daddy super nice lor, waited for her downstairs.

if only daddy sim was like that; whatever.

went home straight after that.

and my legs are aching like crazy now.

shall end here, nights people!

or rather, morning! :D

2009-08-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

again, i'm the one at fault.
yeah, Jane noticed that sharp thing on the floor, but she's way too lazy to pick up.
i stepped on it, of course i scold her right?
her fault what.
oh, wait, no no no.
i almost forgot.
i'm always the one at fault.
i shouldn't have stepped there.
and me foot hurts like nobody's business.
& yeah, you never cared about how i felt. never.
in you eyes, i'm always at fault.
yeah, i raised my voice.
where did i picked that from?
didn't i picked up from you?
i live with you, isn' it?
& oh, so it's my fault for YOUR BEHAVIOUR?
oh yeah, so sorry.
i'm alwayas the one at fault; i've forgotten about it again.
and are you also trying to say that it's also my fault being born into this family?
let me tell you this.
if, i know, that, i'll be so unhappy & upset living with you, and having to put up with your you-are-the-one-always-at-fault-and-i-am-faultless-at-all-times attitude, i wouldn't wanna be born into this family.
haha, if only i had i choice.
and you never put urself in my shoes. never.
all you does is Jane, Jane, Jane & Jane.
since when it's Joyce, Joyce, Joyce, Joyce?
never.
yeah. only when i'm not at home at night, then you'll be calling me to find out where am i.
concern? yeah right.
more like you're afriad that one day the police will call you and ask " eh, madam, ur daughter died on the streets, how come you don't know? "
if you're telling me you love me like how you love jane, that'll be the biggest lie in ur whole entire life.

bye granduncle Charlie, rest in peace.
you'll be dearly missed by me.
although it's a sudden depart,
i'll try to cope with the sudden blow.

God has already planned our expiry date,
long before we were born.
when time's up,
no one is able to escape.

2009-08-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

fine, i'm the one's at fault, always.
its my fault telling jane not to play com, and do her homework at 10pm, so that she can wake up tomorrow.
she refuse to listen, so its my fault for me being late the next day when she couldn't wake up early.
and therefore, its my fault for being late in the morning.
its my fault for having DC; serves me right.
its my fault not calling him when YCG lessons are done during fellowship.
its also my fault calling him during YCG.
its my fault not scoring well too, for my chem when i woke up at 5am just to study for that subject.
its my fault when i could actually score full marks, if i actually understood the concept and not rounding off properly for maths.
its my fault when our coversation is so quiet cause i'm not talking.
its my fault telling you i scored 18 instead of 34 just because i wanted to give you a suprise.
everything's my fault, i'm always the one in the wrong.
crap life, crap me.
kill me please.

2009-08-02T22:58:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
yeah, JiaEn is blogging.
nothing much today.
haha, Ethan daddy, thanks for the wonderful breakfast this morning!
it was super duper delicious!
anyway had rehearsal for labels around 3.
went to toapayo with him after that.
uh-huh. and he got his E51 finally after soooooooooo long, haha.
andandandandandddddddddddddddddd i don't know if i can get my N97 or not!
if not i'll get a second hand N73, my first loveeeeeeeeeee.
ask ler. hundred seventy-five.
so, if no N97, then, i'll go back to my first love <3
cause not too sure if i can renew my plan now.
urgh, long story. shall not say~
and i'm running out of lollipops!
&yes, i only got it like yesterday.
i ate two yesterday, i ate one today, gave one each to Matthew, Jane, Alethea & Eleora.
So i'm left with TEN!
i don't care, i need to get at least one more box next week.
cause i'm addicted to it! haha!
alright, i'm suppose to sleep at like 11.15pm.
and mummy sim's nagging at me.
someone teach me how to dress up like an ahlian please -______________-
maybe getting some hot pink extentions or what -.-
LOL. shall end here.
and i don't know if i should go with him on saturday.
think i'll feel awkward again, hais.
and after Matthew told me i've got expensive taste yesterday,
i thought about it, and think so too...
thanks ah Matthew.
for making me feel untra guilty!
shall end here.
nights people!

i'm drifting...

2009-08-01T23:02:00.004+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
okeh, i just came back home an hour ago, from VIVO.
had breakfast in the morning with him, then headed to tuition.
and damn, i realised my EZlink card's not with me at the bus stop.
so in the end went up home to find.
after 10 minutes of searching, he found it under the cushion on the sofa -.-
tuition was alright.
heard that Bel's sick.
get well soon babe! (:
and my hands are having muscle ache after yesterday's golf session.
gonna play nine holes on the 21st Aug, yay!
anyway after tuition met him at SengKang then trained down to VIVO.
went to candy empire & he got me a box of lillipop :D
oh, and a box of After Eight too.
anyway went food republic for lunch and went marche for dinner.
Rosti; i love it man.
i loveloveloveloveloveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee rosti.
the steak over there was, wait. can i say awful?
k, he's gonna kill me.
anyway i love the rosti there <3
tml can't have dinner out, cause i'm having steamboat at homeeeeeeeeeee
anyway saw Charmaine Chan at VIVO, at the top there.
haha, hello, don't interupt my date, girl.
& i don't interupt yours k ^^
LOLOLOLOLOL
haha, not gonna tell cha what happened, hohoho.
anyway marche-ded and went to meet Matthew at Carl's J.
then he went to meet his friends to go movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
had physics & chem.
slow, and i almost died -.-
haha, i did 30 MCQs!
anyway after that Matthew went to see the shades.
My eyesight is always the best.
when i say not nice, means not niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
haha, see, i told you the frame don't suit you.
change lense colour even worse!
hohohoho, Matthew, i'm the winner k~
LOL, whatever.
yeah yeah yeah, expensive taste, WHATEVER LAH MATTHEW.
yeah, that shades that i want; $400+ ?
what the crap?
matthew says it looks nice on me.
yeah, nice. price also very nice ah Matthew.
people my age no need something so expensive okehhhhhhh~
haha, but i don't mind if you're donating it to me!!!
yes i know, that'll be a thousand years later, LOL.
haha, maybe i'll bug my mum for it.
do well in exams! hohoho, then maybe she'll get it for me.
MARMMIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
alright, trained down to Hougang & bus-ed 325 home.
thanks Matthew for making me feel super myself after i'm at Carl's J.
feel extremly odd with his friends, even with him around.
alright, shall end here, and dream about my super "nice" shades. LOL.
nights people.

if you're asking me...
who am drifting away from...
what am i drifting away from...
i'll tell you...
everything...
&i'm not sure...
if i'm pumping my hundredandone percent...
in everything i do anymore...

in my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky.

in my dreams there'll always be a place for you for all my life.

i'll keep a part of you with me.

and everywhere i am there you'll be.

>There You'll Be - Faith Hill

2009-07-22T23:23:00.003+08:00

i just don't feel good.
crap you.
crap exams.
crap people.
crap world.
God is the only one that i need now.
i can't sleep, i can't sleep, i can't sleep.
and most probably i'm gonna sleep in class tomorrow.
i'm feeling very stress.
i feeling like flipping the table right now, and just get whatever is in my way out.
maybe i'm just going crazy.
or rather, i've gone crazy.

2009-07-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

erm, yes, hi.
i know i'm suppose to sleep at this time by now.
cause i've promise him to do so.
but i can't sleep. i really can't.
i don't wish to sleep either.
cause all the nightmares are saying hi to me at night.
but i don't think i can sleep that late.
or else i'll sleep in class.
i know i'm not like this.
something seems to be controlling me.
like, something is about to happen.
but i don't know what it is.
maybe i'm too stress.
whatever it is,
i just know i can't afford to lose you.

2009-07-15T22:50:00.001+08:00

i'm tired...

reguardless of both physically or mentally or emotionally or whatsoever...

i'm just tired...

and i seriously need a break...

a big long one....

of not,

i think i'll go crazy.

2009-06-29T18:11:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
alright, time to blog after so long.
had fun in the cruise.
and almost everything inside makes me think of him.
like, when watching the midnight movie and having dinner on the second night.
they had "he's just not that into you" for midnight movie.
we went to watch that on his birthay.
finally they serve beef on the second night.
while eating i just suddenly remembered what he said.
" when you eat beef, you must save the best for the last. the fatty part is the best part. so after you finish eating the meat, then you eat the part which is fatty. "
hahahahahaha, how stupid can i get?
whatever lah, k.
monday, supposingly, we must go for choir.
in the end, reach school that time, the guard says, " all CCA cancelled for the whole week. "
urgh.
i was like thinking, " what?! Mdm Chiong didn't tell us anything, and hello! i live in hougang! and i travel all the way here, and you tell me no CCA?! and damn! i woke up 8 plus in the morning! "
okay, choir's cancel, thats a fact.
so, i learned to accept the fact and mrt-ed down all the way down to jurong to meet Matthew for brunch [breakfast = lunch] , haha.
and i've got a big big bar of chocolate from Matthew! thanks Matthew!
after my brunch, went to ttsh to visit my friend.
mrt-ed and bus-ed homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
tuesday, nothing much.
worked in the office for whole day. or rather, slacked.
wed, supposingly meeting uncle herbert for golf!
but but but, he's too busy...
so in the end, it's cancelled.
haha, went out with sweetheart instead ^^
we went to watch Transformers 2!
WOOOOOOOOOO,
MEGAN FOX IS DAMN HOT & SEXAYEEEEE
bumblebee damn cute, he can CRY!
and the effects of the movie is damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn chiooooooooooo
i never lie, i tell you. i'm a good girl (:
after that went to sweetheart's house, slack slack slack, pinted the songsheets for YCG, then walk over to my house with sweetheart.
gonna miss my sweetheart, cause he's shifting over soon ):
then i will not be able to see him as often as before already D:
thursday had tuition, then went out with Matthew.
nor-dar & candy suppose to come one.
last minute pang seh -.-
so in the end, meet matthew at dg.
didn't have the mood to watch movie, so we decided to walk over to suntec.
after that i feel super unwell, but still continue walking.
decided to have mac for lunch, after that headed to bakerzin for cheesecakeeeeeeee
so after my cheesecake, i took my temp, 37.4 degrees.
fine, 0.1 degrees to fever -.-
after that we went to esplanade, the rooftop there.
i was enjoying the view when he suddenly nudge me and say, " eh, you see that couple down there? i just saw them kiss, haha. "
then i was like going, Matthew! don't invade their privacy lah! very bad leh you! "
then he said, " what, i never. i just happen to see it. "
fine, whatever.
after that we walk back to dg.
mrt-ed & bus-ed back
on bus, i took my temp. 38.5 degrees.
when i reached home, i was like totally knocked up lah k.
friday i didn't even made it to yellow mic.
my fever was going up & down like a rollercoster.
at one point, it went up to 39.4 degrees.
urgh, so irritating.
daddy sim was being really funny, asking if i was love sick -.-
i was like going " what the crap? no! "
finally, saturday.
met up with him & then to the docs.
i tell you, i really have no idea what are clinics for seriously.
urgh. hougang point, closed.
the market at AVE 8, all closed, except for doc tan & 24 hours.
but, dr tan's clinic says if got flu syntoms blahblahblah go polyclinic.
crap.
24 hours suspect one of their patients got H1N1, so go other branches [ which are super far ] or come back 2 hours later -.-
so in the end, he suggested that we go rivervale plaza.
thank God that we went there.
the clinic over there was open!
urgh. for the first time i was so desperate to see clinics open.
after being done with everyting, we took a bus back to the market.
he was so desperate to eat beef so yeah, western food.
walked to hougang point to get stuff, then meet up with jane there also.
walked us back after we're done.
didn't went church as early on sunday.
wanted to rest more, so asked YinLai if he could give me a ride, and he said okay :D
thanks YinLai :D
then morning he said wanna meet me, i was like, but YinLai fetching me already.
so he told YinLai he taking his car also, so met up and bought breakfast.
after church went to eat at long john, cause he got some interview thing.
after that went to novena, then meet ethan, then nicole, then visit friend.
went back after that.
alright, shall end here. sorry for the ultra long post.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-06-19T12:46:00.004+08:00

Bee!

Boo!

Baa!

alright peeps, went IKEA with Hongli & MiaoYun on wed!

haha, had tons of fun taking pics & stuff.

we were like playing all the way lah okayyyyyyyyyyyyy

hahahahahaha! had meatballs & chicken leg!

alot right? hehehehe.

bought frozen rosti back!

okay, thats xxx & my lunch on saturday!

hehehe, rosti, our favourite ^^

yesterday had my acapella camp in safra!

on of these days i'm gonna play archery over there with Matthew o!

he said he'll teach me ^^

okay, i can't wait!

anyway, i got i suprise when i come back.

Uncle Herbert is back from Canada! [that didn't suprise me]

and he's in my house for dinner! [this supried me]

okay, back to today.

gonna go for cruise later on!

was telling xxx that as long as he pray that the ship won't sink, i'll be safe :D

then he was going still must be careful

i was like what? i'll fall from the boat into the sea?

guess what was his answer? you'll never know.

like what the crap?!

fine, in his eyes i'm so careless & clumsy.

whatever!

& the sky looks like its gonna rain now.

oh! finally! rain!

but Dear God, please don't let it rain tonight, tml & sunday okeh!

alright, its raining now! yay!

right, kop-ed this from charmaine chan's blog eh.

cause i've got nothing to do xP

ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE : as in what? adoption? absolutly not!

B - BIRTHDAY : 4th April 1994

C - CRUSHING ON : xxx

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : Cadbury Hhot chocolate

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : daddy sim

F - FAVORITE SONG : uncountable!

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : gummy worms!

H - HOMETOWN : err? what? sungapore?

I - IN LOVE WITH : Jesus! my family, xxx, nor dar, aaron sweet heart, zechary valentine :D

J - JUGGLE : err, green?

K - KILLED SOMEONE : feel like.

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE : genting highlands!

M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : passion fruit!

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : ONE

O - ONE WISH : All my wishes to be granted. [i know i'm selfish]

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST : daddy sim

R - REASON TO SMILE : JESUS!

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : Halo - Beyonce.

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 10.58 am

V - VEGETABLE(S) : idk.

W - WORST HABIT : qurralelling

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD : neck.

Y–YOYOS ARE : Kiddish!

Z - ZODIAC SIGN : Aries.

Random Questions About You:

What color do you wear most?

-black.

Least favorite color? :

-none i think.

What are you listening to?

-Jai ho - pussycat dolls.

Are you happy with your life right now?

-yeah. but i think there's room for improvment!

What is your favorite class in school?

-i hate school...

Are you outgoing?

-EXTREMLY!

Favorite pair of shoes?

-my new PURPLE sports shoes!

Where do you wish you were right now?

-in heaven!

THE CANS:

Can you dance?

-not really.

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?
-like who on earth can do that?

Can you whistle?

-yeah.

Write with both hands?

-nope.

Walk with your toes curled?

-as in like how?

THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?

-nothing is impossible with God around.

Do you believe in miracles?

-deffinately.

Do you believe in magic?

-absolutely not.

Love at first sight?

-err, fifty fifty lah.

Do you believe in Satan?

-yes.

Do you believe in Santa?

-nope. its only a story, kid!

Do you know how to swim?

-yeah.

Do you like roller coasters?

-of course.

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?

-no.

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?

-yeah.

Have you ever asked someone out?

-yes.

Have you ever been asked out by someone?

-yes.

Have you ever been to the ocean?

-in what way?

Have you ever painted your nails?

-yes!

THE WHOS:

Who was the last person you IM'd?

-idk

Who was the last person you took a picture of?

-MiaoYun!

Who was the last person you said I love you to?

-xxx

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?

-yeah.

Ever cried yourself to sleep?

-yeah.

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?

-can't remember, but i think so.

Ever cried over the opposite sex?

-yeah. when daddy sim scolds.

Do you cry when you get an injury?

-when i was young, yes.

Do certain songs make you cry?

-yes.

HAPPY SECTION:

Are you a happy person?

-YES!

What can make you happy?

-almost everything. life ain't a bed of roses.

Do you wish you were happier?

-hmmm, i'm contented with what i have now. Be thankful in life!

Can music make you happy?

-it just takes me higher when i'm high!

LOVE SECTION:How many times have you had your heart broken?

-uncountable. when daddy sim breaks his promise, he breaks my heart.

Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?

-yes, like now.

LOOK AT ME:

What is your current hair color?

-brown!

Current piercings?

-one on each ear.

Have any tattoos?

-would like to have one, but christians cannot put.

Eye color?

-dark brown.

IN A BOY/GIRL:

Favorite eye color ?

-blue.

Short or long hair?

-short luh -.-

Height?

-haha! taller than me, duh!

Best clothing?

-anything that suits!

HAVE YOU EVER:

Been to jail?

-never ever. but would like to visit if i have the chance.

Mooned someone?

-huh? meaning?

Laughed so hard you cried?

-always.

Cried in school?

-yeah. sec one.

Thrown up in a store?

-almost.

Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today?

-yeah, of course, haha.

Gone skinny dipping?

-huh? whats that?

THIS OR THAT:

Pepsi or Coke?

-coke!

McDonald's or Burger King?

-mc donalds!

Single or Group Dates?

-depends lor.

Chocolate or Vanilla?

-see my mood lah -.-

Strawberries or Blueberries?

-both.

Meat or Veggies?

-both. but must see which kind first. hehe.

TV or Movie?

-preferably, movie.

Guitar or Drums?

-both.

Adidas or Nike?

-Nike.

Cheerios or Corn Flakes ?

-what on earth is cheerios?

Cake or Pie?

-anything.

MTV or VH1?

-huh?

alright peeps!

shall end here!

" It is hard to love, but it is harder to stop loving"

and it seems that mummy sim doesn't understand this line.

tonight, i celebrate my love for you.

and that midnight sun,

is gonna come shining through.

tonight, there'll be no distance between us.

what i want most to do,

is to get close to you, tonight.

>Tonight I Celebrate my Love - Roberta Flack & Peabo Bryson

2009-06-16T10:43:00.005+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
yes, JiaEn is blogging.
shall start from sunday.
wanted to go home after church.
but after that decided to go whitesands with nor-dar~
had pies for lunch!
forgot whats the name of the shop... cottage smth... haha!
anyway after that went to shop at whitesands.
went to took neo.
okay, seriously, JiaEn is retarded.
i only realised that the previous one we took at bugis was exactly the same machine we took!
and we paid eleven bucks for the one in bugis lah, like, what the crap.
and we only paid nine bucks at whitesands! gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
yesterday went to play tennis with clarissa after going to daddy's office.
was suppose to get my shoeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees
but no time, so never get D:
nevermind, shall go get it later :D [hopefully]
&yes, now i'm in daddy sim's office.
and i'm craving for cokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
urgh. and i miss macdonalds D:
haha, suddenly remember last thurday.
xxx had dinner with daddy sim & mummy sim.
hahahaha, at first was so scary lah.
at first i wanted to laugh, but control.
but in the end, iwas laughing all along, haha.
xxx also okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
alright, shall end here people, bye!

Passion is knowing what you want & never stopping until you get it.

hey, you.

yes, you.

why on earth you can't stop stuffing words,

into people's mouth huh.

whats your problem you tell me.

never stuff your mouth will rot isi't?

if that's the case,

then i really hope that one day your mouth will rot,

rot till you're unable to talk! SUCKER!

Everywhere I'm looking now,

I'm surrounded by your embrace.

Baby I can see your halo,

You know you're my saving grace.

You're everything I need and more,

It's written all over your face.

Baby I can feel your halo,

Pray it won't fade away.

>Beyonce - Halo

2009-06-14T00:12:00.003+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
okay, today was a pretty boring day for me.
i woke up at eleven, met nor at 1.30pm.
heart.sport-ed, dinner-ed with friends at tpy.
Had chicken rice; not too bad.
took yin lai's car back.
& oh, yin lai sprained his right ankle.
Get well soon! will be praying for you(:
alright, shall end here.
nights people!

you know it very well;
i hate it most,
when you lie to me.
i'm not angry or whatsoever.
i'm just super upset & disappointed.
not with you, but with myself;
for being so, so, so, useless.
i really want to know;
what am i to you,
right now.

&you went for NS,
just when i need you the most.

i won't forget

the way you're kissing;

the feeling so strong,

were lasting for so long.

but i'm not the man,

your heart is missing.

that's why you go away,

i know.

>Michael Learns To Rock - That's Why You Go Away

2009-06-12T23:50:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
okay, since i'm soooooooooooo bored, i kinda like kop-ed this from some random blog.

Type down your reactions when someone says these phrases to you.

1) WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT ?
-cause i'm not like this.

2) I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU !
-OH! WOW! REALLY AH? Love me then go jump down from some tall bulding to prove it lor.

3) LEAVE HIM/HER ALREADY! YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME .
-which him? or which her? i'll never leave daddy & mummy sim & never leave Jesus(: cause i'm super happy with them. so, too bad for you :D

4) COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO !
-i'm always smiling :D

5) PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO !
-Prepared to get beaten up even before ur math questions are done.

6) I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU .
-of course, i'm always unique,

7) WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY ?
-cause tuesday doesn't come before monday.

8) I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME ?
-i don't like linkin park, too bad. maybe you can ask my Aaron sweetheart to go along with you :D

9) YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT ?
-i told you already, i'm always unique. so of course, i'm special.

10) I THINK I'M FALLING FOR YOU ..
-hahahahaha, veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy funnyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

11) I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU .
-oh, i love that song.

12) THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST AREN'T HIM/HER .
-why do you even thank me in the first place? -.-

13) WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER ?
-ask OCBC.

14) CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE ?
-oh, i love this song too.

15) MAY I ESCORT YOU ?
-see first.

16) DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM/HER TILL NOW ?
-i always love cause Jesus tells me so.

17) WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES ?
-you'll never get it. if you want, ask God for it. if not, then too bad for you.

alright, i'm done.
see those questions? that proved that i'm really bored.
had color friday today & had tons of fun.
think i sat on water & from the back i look like i pee on my shorts -.-
so damn embarassing lah can -.-
okay, shall end here.
nights people.

if there isn't anything called army...

&oh you're like the sun,

chasing all the rain away.

when you come around

you bring a brighter day.

you're the perfect one;

for me and you forever we'll be.

and i will love you so

for always.

>Atlantic Starr - Always

2009-06-05T19:51:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
just back from church camp & had tons of fun!
learnt alot during this camp...
like being thankful & stop complaining, how to run well in our races; we're the winner as long as we finish this race, there's no first or last, forgive & love, building bridges & not walls & so on...
went high & crazy with girls on somedays, haha.
but during free time can be pretty bored too ):
during shopping bought quite a couple of things.
scented flowers for apple ahyi, bought rose oil for daddy & mummy sim & bought a shirt for jane.
haha, and xxx got me a bag :D
and as a result didn't get to fellowship with mingtian, cause i used it to went for buying stuff.
was delaying for the first couple of hours =/
okay, fine, daddy & mummy sim knows i'm with xxx.
and it kinda like irritated me.
and daddy sim kinda know me too well.
cause he was defending for xxx INSTEAD OF ME !!!
tell me don't play play -.-
goodness, ain't he suppose to protect his own daughter?!
oi, DADDY SIM! what the crap is this man?!
fineeeeeeeee lahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
never see a daddy like that before right? ZzZzZ
whatever, shall not talk about it.
went to watch monster vs alien in 3D & night at the museum 2 with xxx last week.
both shows are like super funny lah can!
the ending for night at the museum 2 was kinda like sad in the end cause there was a sad sad ending... ):
falling in love with a figurine that comes to life at night...
or rather, a figurine that comes to life at night at nights fall in love with a real human ):
sad sad sad ending! but, overall, the show was still very nice! :D
so please, watch it if you can people!
ahhhhhh, i wanna watch young victorian with Ethan daddy! D:
oh, and i watched sunshine berry and the disco worms last week with nor dar.
it was damn funny okay!
oh, and i'm missing my valentine already! D:
oh, fyi, my valentine is Zechary Koh Kai, haha.
aka zecKkai(: so cool right, haha?
alright, shall end here.
as you know, i've got a very happening family so we've decided to take the flyers last minute so yeah, haha, you see.
alright, got to go now. have a good night rest, people!

the fear of losing the one you love most;

how do i cover the whole world using a pair of chopsticks?

just cover xxx, cause he's my whole world.

what i'm dying to say is that

i'm crazy for you.

touch me once and

you'll know its true.

i never wanted anyone like this;

its all brand new.

you'll feel it in my kiss,

i'm crazy for you.

>Mondonna - crazy for you

2009-05-21T20:51:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
&yes, don't ask me whats with the bee boo baa,
cause it ain't boo baa bee. whatever.
and sorry for not posting for like, err, a month plus?
urgh, right now i'm like having leseer & lesser time with the stupid computer.
and whenever i use it, i'm way too lazy to blog, so that explains, hehe.
life is getting boring.
everyday is like a routine : wake up, go school, spent time with xxx, come home, bathe, eat, rest, study[sometimes], sleep.
that repeats for like until friday.
come home, rest, bathe, hearts on fire, come home, bathe, rest, sleep.
saturday? wake up, tuition, heart.sports, dinner, come home, bathe, rest, sleep.
sunday? church[okay, not counted. cause it's smth meaningful, haha.], either home or out wth friends.
alright, i shall say everyday i've got some same stupid routine except for Sunday, cause every Sunday is super diff.
daddy sim & mummy sim can just bomb me with whatever they want i can bomb myself with whatever i want; LOL.
alright, this house is getting from bad to worse.
ranting, shouting & scolding like nobody's business when one can't take it.
gosh, why can't they just have peace?
if one day i just can't take it, i'll just runaway from home, seriously.
&oh, another scar is coming on its way[ i think]
stepped into the drain while was walking towards the carpark on sat.
dark mah, cannot see. then didn't know the drain no cover.
then step in lor.
then the edge cut my leg.
wah. shiok man.
wound was like super big & the blood refuse to clot -.-
& now my leg is sexier than ever lah, haha.
my legs are very sexaye right now~ whoo~
haha, whatever!
after coming home, i bathe.
when the water touches it - high.
when the soap touches it - very high.
& here comes the best part.
applied qing chao you - EXTREMLY HIGH AH!
whao hoo! nice eh?
maybe you guys can try that next time, hahahaha.
the feeling is DAMN SEXAYE!!!
& i did badly for my MYE ._.
failed my chem, ss, lit & english.
& i can't believe i failed english -.-
never mind, haven't see my paper one marks.
hopefully luh, huh.
&GLENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
stupid glenn, use the pen and poke my wound just now -.-
that sucker! LOL.
church camppppppppppppppppppppppp!
i can't wait for it, haha!
oh well, tml i'm going out with ahnornortan!
finally, moviemovie!
& daddy sim's gonna pay for my ticket!
thanks daddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
today after school, met up with xxx as usual.
went to hougang green to eat rosti cause i was craving for it, haha.
after that walked to hougang interchange to buy my consession.
then bus-ed 325 home.
alright, i shall end here.
bye people, nights!

out of reach, so far.

i never had your heart.

out of reach, couldn't see.

we were never meant to be.

2009-04-03T15:14:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
my blog is so dead- whatever.
just came back from camp at kota tinggi.
oh, & HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY INSTRUCTOR MELVIN! :D
2nd April; his birthday, haha
had lots of fun there; i miss Rachel!
okay, that was rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrandom.
i'm feeling feverish now; i've got no idea why.
ohohohoh, and i've like got 50 over mosquito bites all over my body.
super duper itchy cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
&i'm tired.
suprisingly, i slept very well for the first night but not the second night.
second night was a total nightmare man.
went into the tent; mosquitoes bit me every 2 minutes.
i had that for 3 hours; can't tahan; went out.
slack for an hour; not daring to go to return to tent, i went to canteen & sleep at around 4am.
sleep till seven; then chiong to bathroom & bathe.
after breakfast at seven thirty; area cleaning.
okay, we got the girls' toilet; disgusting, disgusted.
for some ladies [ i don't know who ] just anyhow throw their pads around.
its total nonense; can't they be more hygenic? hello ladies! goodness.
oh, and thanks Chong Joo, for helping so much with the cleaning :D
ur help is greatly appreciated :D
oh, and my comman test!
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English Language : 55 C5
Chinese Language : 62 B4
Elementary Mathematics : 64 B4
comb. sci { phy & chem } : 70.8 A2
Combine Humanities { Social Studies & Literature } : 54 C5
Design & Technology : 72 A2
Principle of Accounts : 81 A1
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and i went to take the flyers during the school holis with mummy sim, daddy sim & ahjane sim on the friday :D
it was awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~
shall show you the pics next time~
alright, shall end here.
bye people.

" you don't have to do something many times,

for once of everything is already more than enough"

2009-03-06T23:05:00.003+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
really sorrry for the long absence; was really busy this time.
as you can see, this is my longest absence, so yeah.
had been studying like crazy for the past few weeks for my comman test.
and right now, its finally over, haha.
sec 3 kills, seriously.
i haven't been studying this seriously for the past 3 years [ ever since after my PSLE is over ]
but thank god, the results are not too bad, haha.
i'm like having headache now and then; they just come and go.
irritating. gaaaaaaaaa.
oh yeah, happy birthday to these people!
Jane! - 26th Fedruary
Juvelia! - 28th February
Aik Khim - 28th February
Mirza - 3rd March
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY people! :D
& kanto is sick ):
i miss him ):
alot.
kanto, get well soon :D
&i love you! alot! :D
had fun for golf today; was satisfied with the way i played :D
alright, shall end here.
&nice girls keep their legs together(: [this was adapted from a storybook, duh!]
nights people.

youwontgainmysympathy.

neverever.

2009-02-10T16:05:00.003+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
its been a week since i blog, i guess.
shall start with sunday.
went to compass point with nor & her mum.
ate at ajisen.
gosh, i tell you, i don't know,
but why of all places did the waitress gave us at table -.-
what we saw was horrible alright; almost vomited.
there was couple around my age & Eleanor's age.
and that girl was really really really fat, okay, err, school people, just imagine slidely smaller than andy's size; efc, err, alright, slidely smaller than Dixon's size.
and they were like rou-rou-bao-bao-ing lah k -____________________________-
honestly, i almost vomited & i pity Eleanor for having the "best" view.
gosh, everything was like oh-so-disgusting lah -.-
after that bus-ed home.
went to school yesterday, half-way can't take it anymore.
called dad pick me.
went to see Dr. Tan at 5 plus.
MC for today & tml.
but think i'll go back to school tml.
gosh, still got so much work to do!
oh yeah, and chocolates.
still need to go and buyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
alright, shall end here, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

webcam with kanto(x

us at chingay wonderland!

my salt solution after chem experiment.[i took this secretly, heh.]

bored during class, hah.

2009-02-03T18:28:00.000+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
yes yes yes, back.
sorry, was blogging in a rush for my the other post.
yesterday had choir, went back, then went to candy's house to pass her smth.
hahaha, i had lots of fun at her house.
cause 2 days ago[which is sunday] while she was eating beehoon & noodles, i told her that she was eating worms. [i know i'm bad, whatever]
so when i went to her house, and there she was eating her fried rice.
then i said " remeber on sunday? candy, you were eating thin & fat meal worms. they're long cause they were joined together."
then she started to stare at me. hahahaha.
after that, i said " right not you're eating fried meal worms that are chopped into smaller pieces."
this time, she started squeking like a mouse then hit me, hahaha.
then she was like going " Joyce! stop it hor! "
i was like laughing non-stop[ofcourse, if not i won't be called Joyce].
after that i went " eh, candy, after i say all this, you won't dare to eat anything anymore you know. "
she was like " yeah lor, see, now i won't be eating anything already. "
and i said " still have. porridge. just imagine the youzakueh[doughstick] are fried corkroaches, the leaches are pehdan[century egg], the spring onions are chopped green-colour worms. "
upon hearing this, she covered her ears.
and being me, i was laughing non-stop.
then i said " i'm going off "
while she was opening the door, i told her " oh yeah, and the porridge is blended & grinded frogs. "
and she almost scream.
i know i'm bad, but oh well, too bad, i'm Joyce.
Joyce the evil meanie winniee one.
hahahahahaha; you won't wanna hear my laughter, cause they're evil too :D
anyway, forgot to tell you that i've changed my blogskin & songs.
yes, old Old OLD songs. i really mean really really OLD :D
but i really love them, and i'm missing them cause now i seldom listen to them in daddy's car D:
and i pick this skin cause i like the colours, and this skin is the best i caould find.
the others are like gosh, CMI.
alright, got to go now, bye people :D

2009-02-01T17:33:00.000+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
haven't been blogging for a long time.
this time was real busy alright.
and right now my only rest day is like what? wednesday -.-
shall tell you my busy busy schedule.
monday : choir; all the way till 5.30pm.
tuesday : tution at yishun; all the way till 6.30pm -7pm.
wednesday : end school at 2.20pm. [ please say wow. "wow." ] there's g12 at night, need to prepare.
thursday : choir; all the way till 5.30pm.
friday : golf; all the way till 4.30pm. still got HOF at night.
see? i'm like gosh, God please help me.
& sec 3 is like suckish for this year, so much to do.
i don't really like people over there either.
but at least, i'm out of 2e4 now. ["Joyce, be glad."]
anyway went to watch Chingay on friday.
hahaha, enjoyed the parade. its niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, though was rushing like mad.
yesterday was yellow festival.
the concert was really good, haha.
today service got special speaker - Lim Gee Thiong.
gosh, he's good lah k.
haven't had such touching sharing for a long time.
went for both services though.
alright, gtg now, in a rush, shall post pics next time, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

&peoplepeople, use ur brain please.youchristian?don'tlie.idontseechristiansgossip.

2009-01-07T18:04:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
k, sorry, haven't been blooging these days.
alright, shall start from school.
first day of school was okay.
anyways, shall list you which sub is taught by which teacher:
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Form : Mr Ng Kai Yong :D kaya kaya :D [3rd year for being my form teacher :D ]
English : Mrs Karl [ or whatever is the spelling ]
Maths : Ms Lim [ the new teacher ]
Chinese : Mr Ngo aka wu lao shi [ the chinese HOD ]
Physics : Mr Damien Yeo
Chemistry : Ms Rohayah
D&T : Mr Ng Kai Yong / Mr Foo
Social. S : Ms David
Literature : Mrs Gloria! :D
POA : Ms Lois Chan [ ex-HGP teacher ;D ]
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okay, shall be honest here.
me no like miss lim.
she sucks lah k.
cause apparently she don't even know how to teach -.-
oh yeah, and i love Ms Gloria, Ms Chan, Mr Ng & Mr Yeo :D
they're all nice nice teachers :D
as for classmates, hmmmm, still don't know yet.
but i'm with juvelia for now :D
yes, my ex classmate(:
we're the laughables!
k, sorry, i forgot.
i'm always laughing...
hahahahahahahaha [alright, this is so fake, LOL! ]
k, whatever!
was late for school by a minute for monday, kinda like crappy.
had detention, went home.
on my way home, chuan wei called.
kena scold by instructor why never go for choir;
fine; dropped down the bus and bus-ed back to school -.-
seriously, this is totally idiotic lah k.
CCAs are suppose to be resumed on 16th jan.
but during morning assembly they announced that got choir [gosh, this is pathetic]
so of course i will skip lah~
and guess whats next?
" there will be performance for sec 1 orentatial this thursday"
eh, what the crap?!
first bomb : choir practice out of the blue.
second bomb : performance on thursday.
goodness, this is totally rubbish alright.
no choice, we're gonna go back on the older songs - like an eagle.
thank God, hai you ying xiang, or else sure die~
lululululululululu~
k, shall end here.
congrats me man.

2008-12-31T13:06:00.004+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

okay, sorry for not posting for such a long time.

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!

& i'm not late alright; christmas has got 12 dayssssssssssss.

hahahahahaha.

alright, went Wild Wild Wet last friday :D

had fun :D

esp with nor-dar & Aaron!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

me love aaron. haha.

no worries, i love no-dar more :D

oh yeah, thanks people for all the presents! really love them lots!

went swimming in ah yi's house on sunday night, cause got BBQ.

after that slept over in her house, all last minute one, haha.

cause next day going east coast mah, night as well sleep there.

then can sleep longer~

then next day met up with tutor & all

had fun too :D

Joan, Sonia & Shuqing; thanks for all the fun :D

you guys really made my day(:

started well for bowling.

but when the next game started, i just lost my appetite for it.

went home before others, cause got ladies night.

so home-ded, showered, take book & left house.

bus-ed 43 then chande 83 to dar's house.

ladies night-ed, laugh-ed, home sweet home(:

thanks Jiayen :D

yesterday had tution, after that went to clarissa's house.

okay, everything was boringggggggggggggggggggggggg.

went back around 6.15pm.

bus-ed home.

&yes, bought chocolates on my way home.

ate alot, couldn't sleep last night till like 4?!

goodness, oh yeah, & i drank yuan yang in my tutor's house.

almost forgot. hahahahaha.

but anyway, i told myself no more chocolates for today but still, i ate them.
hehehehe. okay lah, not alot. maybe 7? hmmmm...

alright, gonna go cycling again later!

yes, east coast again(:

with nor-dar, jane, my aunt & nor's mum.

alright, shall end here!

gonna post pictures! enjoy! ;D

alright, the east coast park pics are with Joan & Shuqing; next time kop ler then post :D

2008-12-22T16:10:00.003+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

sorrry for the long absence.

was kinda busy but now, i'm slacking in daddy's office.

alright, it seems that i've forgotten what happened for last week, so shall skip it.

friday was heros! haha, had fun!

okay, i'm starting love my g12 more, heh.

saturday had heart.sports.

as usual, went there, played frizbee with C.

we lost, but i guess we did well. 8 - 6; haha.

after that went homeeeeeeeeeee.

and yesterday was kinda like idiotic with idiots at home.

my house got like 3 television and of all that idiot wants to use the television in my parents' room, knowing that i want to use the DVD player.

and only my parents' room had got a DVD player.

and thank God i was smart enough to take it out and fixed it to the living room tele.

hah, with my friend's help ofcourse. was on the line ma, haha.

anyway can't wait for next friday!

haha, going to wild wild wet!

and nor-dar is coming! wheeeeeeeeeee!~

hah, and school holidays are coming to an end soon ):

still in my holiday mood leh~

but too bad, its coming.

so regardless of am i still in my holiday mood anot, its just a matter of reality.

no choice, its a fact, just have to accept it.

really hope everything will go well for next year;

guess i'm going on full blast on my studies.

gosh, can't wait for D&T lessons! practical!

oh my! oh my! you won't know how much i miss you, D&T workshop!

hahaha, okay. gonna go out for christmas shopping toomorrow.

shall end here.

bye!

sorry, only managed to kop one pic, the rest quite lazy to kop, haha.

next time kop ler then post. promise! ;D

sometimes life just sucks big time.

2008-12-09T18:41:00.000+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
alright, i can't believe i didn't update for close to 3 pathetic weeks.
okay, shall blog some interesting stuff only.
if not i don't think i can type finish by new year, LOL.
the other day after choir met Jonathan for lunch at AMK hub.
after eating then went to shop round.
guess what? at the game shop we heard a very funny conversation among the kids
they were playing i-can't-remember-what but yeah
but the conversation goes smth like this:
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kid a : you lousy lor! don't know how to play one!
kid b : where got! i know how to play okay!
kid a : i know how to kill leh!
kid b : but is i teach you how to kill one hor!
--------------------------------------------------------------------
so funny lah!
after than Jonathan says wanna go sportslink near jubilee there.
then on our way guess who i saw?!
XIN DI! hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa
okay, Rzone camp.
let me tell you smth, Candy is good at LAUGHING!
hahahahahahaha. from one side roll to one side, right Germaine?
muahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
okay, we really enjoyed this camp ;D
last week went out with nor-dar & emily :D
went to check out the costumes.
but sadly, only found cher jac's ):
went round in the rain, so fun :D
hahahahahahaha :D
and guess who we saw?!
PASTOR QUEE BENG! hahahahahaha.
so funnyyyyyyyyyyy.
after that headed to church, wheeeeeeeeeee
konquerous.
the speaker was pastor Geoff Woodward[i apologise for any spelling mistakes]
he's very funny!
and guess what? he's like mr bean! LOL!
sunday need to go main service.
special speaker was pastor Geoff too(:
but this time, i almost fell asleep.
and the same goes for nor dar.
was asking for sweets and thanks to don't know ryan, nelwyn or manfred for the sweets.
cause i was really sleepy!
after that headed home straight.
anyway, i don't know to which person, i would like to tell you:
yes, me & eleanor went out with ethan so what?
and yeah, it was only a birthday celebration, whats the big fuss?
i don't know whats ur prob, telling jiayen that we went out.
jiayen is understading, and yes she is.
a very very nice leader, too.
so go shead and tell her, for she knows whats going on, unlike you.
i don't care you go to ethan's blog or my blog.
but the thing is, please, in the future, get everything CRYSTAL CLEAR before doing anything.
and like what pastor alan said in Rzone, "you don't write or complain anything on ur blog when you dare not tell it to that person face to face."
and if i know who you are, I WILL TELL IT TO YOU FACE TO FACE.
"ethan he ta men you chu qu le"
and yeah, this sentence is what you said yeah.
and once more, Jiayen is a very nice & understanding leader.
don't worry dude, you know what?
i'll be praying for you.
for you to do some soul searchingggggggggggggggggggggggggg(:
isn't that very nice of me? :D
God bless you! A LOT! ';D
okay, shall end here ;D
bye peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-11-18T16:43:00.004+08:00

bee!
boo!

baa!

alright, its been more than a week since i blogged.

shall only blog some events. uh-huh.

last last friday, went for swimming in my aunt's house with nor-dar.

as a resulted, i skipped the MTV presentation.

so yeah, jolene helped me to read out my speech. thanks jolene :D

had fun, then went tamp mall to get granny's birthday present.

went dinner with family, so didn't go for HOF.

went to the sakura international buffet; yes, the one near yck mrt station.
think i ate most; LOL.

next daywas heart.sports

played tuabehlong, got second :D

think we did quite well for this season, haha.

dinner-ed with jiayen they all after that.

then yin lai drove some of us home.

thanks yin lai! :D

monday was nor dar's birthday, so...

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY DARLING!

took back my streaming results, got into the stream i wanted!

thank God!

wanted to go out with her, but her mum took leave already so we didn't.

but we went out on tuesday!

alright, we went to bugis.

and guess what?

J.co doughnuts for lunch! LOL!

here are some pics that we took:

had fun, then went to her house and slack, heh, then went home.

okay okay, fast forward to this friday.

region C event, pardon.

they did well, haha.

had some conflicts here and there from night till morning, but oh well, its over.

who cares? hahaha.

didn't go for outreach on sat, got sudoku competition.

went into finals, but of course, didn't get first.

after that was craving for some hokkien mee, so dad brought us to eat at beatty road.

and the hokkien mee was really nice :D

yesterday went to school for choir practice.

meet up with nor day at j8 after that.

lunch-ed, went to my house.

after that go her house; jiayen & emily was late! haha!

nor-dar is sick; get well soon dar! <3

alright shall end here. byeeeeee.

2008-11-06T18:03:00.003+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
alright, time to post; LOL.
hmmm, lets see.
i've been like busy with e making of e MV course for like 4days.
was actually sent to be a presenter, but full already.
so become camera man, haha :D
it was fun okay, esp with instructor simon around.
and yes of course, with jolene the director! :D
haha, okay, i shall be straight.
i don't like the producer okay.
think she's from jolene's class.
i seriously hate her freaking attitude; she's such a bitch.
whatever luh huh -.-
went into the camera crew for another reason : i see a bunch of bitches in the presenting team.
oh well, so might as well join in the camera crew; rather work with Loh Ting -.-
and i just realized that after the programme i went out with Jonathan everyday -.-
alright, shall talk about it later.
monday - learn on camera skills, practice vocal.
tuesday - assign who do what, start to shoot.
wednesday - shooting the whole MV.
thursday - abit of shooting and editing.
alright, that was what i did.
and on tuesday i actually overslept luh k.
in the end went there by myself & got lost.
yes, the bukit area again -.-
oh yeah, the programme took place at CHIJ kellock, so yeah.
so on monday after programme, the bus took us back to school.
yes, only on monday. the rest of the days we need to go back by ourselves.
then me & jonathan went to eat at coffee shop near by, then slacked in AMK hub, haha.
then went to buy some stuff from serangoon north.
after that walked back to bus stop, he bus-ed back.
on tues we went to their school canteen and eat, their food was okay lah, somehow got back the primary school feeling, haha.
after that bus-ed 855 to yishun from habourfront, he dropped off, then i went off for tution.
on wed we went to vivo to eat.
went to food republic.
then he was like going " food republic? what a nice name. " LOL!
then we went to queensway to get my shoebag; haha, other stalls outside sell it at $20.
but guess what? i got mine at $14.30! muahahaha!
after that, i bus-ed 51 to hougang central.
tell you, that was the biggest regret in my life man.
one and a half hour of bus ride! what the crap?!
my gosh, i almost died lah okay?!
gaaaaaaaaa, stupid.
then after the programme today, we went to habourfront centre to eat.
went pizza hut. saw LohTing & friend.
after that went queensway to get the same shoebag for nor-dar.
had my lesson learnt; bus-ed 855 with Jonathan all the way to his house bus stop.
then went opposite and take 854.
854 came, flagged for e bus, but the bus driver went on.
screw the bus driver man -.-
anyway the next 854 came fast, so didn't wait for really long.
after that, home sweet home :D
anyway i'm gonna skip the course tomorrow.
and swimming with nor-dar!
yes, at apple ah yi's house :D
my gosh, freaking cool, i love you guys man :D
alright, shall stop here, byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-11-02T16:58:00.006+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

alright, its a long time since i updateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

shall start from last sat.

heart.sported.

3 on 3 bball

got third; had fun playing with Karin & Fayth!

AT LEAST there wasn't any SHOUTING.

after that dad&mym picked me up, home-ed, bathed.

went to airport, sent TaoYong kor & Diane jie back

alright, i'm so gonna miss them D:

sunday got Rzone, after that went to have lunch with Candy.

then went to eat long john near northpoint there.

saw vernice & her mum, haha.

then slacked, went home.

hais, monday was quite saddening.

yes, it was the day that Taoliang kor & Jan jie flew off

and yes, once more, i'm so so soooooooo gonna miss them alright D':

tues, nothing special.

wed, g12; was super high! LOL.

thursday was Ethan's birthday.

so, HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY ETHAN!

went out, watch HSM3.

wamygosh, it sucks luh k -.-

anyways had fun :D

friday went to meet nor-dar at compass.

bought ingredients; cooked pasta

it was a failure D:

it was way too dry.

dar say buy one pack whipped cream, in the end not enough -.-

so bo bian, stick to that dry dry pasta.

but it was nice okay!

as in really nice.

i guess we forgot to cook it with the special ingredient, so yeah.

so next time when we cook we must add lots of ____ to it...

after that bus-ed to church, after crossing the overhead bridge then i realized that i forgot to take my phone out, went back to take it.

after in HOF was in the bus with gang.

mygosh, i don't know why, but i was really HIGH.

i mean really really really high :D

was like laughing all the way lor, haha.

yesterday heart.sported.

played frisbee, had fun with the mud! LOL.

guess what? i'm in nor dar's house now! LOL.

shall post some pics, haha.

nor dar is sexaye.

i wanted you baby.

2008-10-24T16:10:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
alright, shall not be lazy and post, haha.
hmmm, lets see.
start from last thurday eh?
kor & jie's wedding (x
had fun!
pictures are with si sze jie & nor-dar, so next time then post.
then on that very day went jogging with uncle hebert, aaron & jane.
ran 1.6! almost died!
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
then friday was open house.
very pathetic, nobody cameeeeeeeeeeeeee
had 5 ballons, so didn't wanna take bus
no money for cab; so walked.
1 hour and 10 minutes! yay!
think i broke my record!!!
muahahahahaaaaaaaaaaa
alright, i wanna walk that distance again next time!
hahahaha :D
saturday met nor-dar, fayth, can & ben for e music & lyrics thing.
after that met sheryl for heart.sports.
heart.sport-ed.
then bus-ed 153 to hougang with nor-dar and ben :D
mrt-ed to meet mum 7 dad to eat at mun dong gei :D
super nice, 2 bowls of riceeeeeeeeeeee } LOL
then home sweet home.
sunday was quite funny.
shuttle bus-ed to yishun mrt with candy.
then walked to the bus stop.
either 85 or 965.
but 39 came, we boarded.
========================================================
scene
------------
me : eh, take this bus to seleta there, then change to 109 to my house, go hougang point eat.
candy : huh? okay lor.
me : or wanna go parsir ris? this bus can go there leh?
candy : really ah? okay lor.i got plenty of time to spare anyway. wanna go park?
me : see how first lah, after lunch or smth lor, cause looks like its gonna rain soon leh.
candy : okay.
========================================================
haha, everything was so last minute planned lah, haha.
after eating we went to the park! :D
sat on the swing, then went to the beach.
and it started pouring!
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, we were all wet
so bus-ed 4xx [ can't remember e bus no.] out
then walked to that bus stop to take any buses that goes straight
took 54, then came down and changed to 109
candy stopped at sengkang, cause she need to take the train to get to kovan.
then i stopped out side regent ville.
walked home under tha rain -.-
but i had fun! :D
LOL!
went to j8 with joycelin on monday!
went to cafe cartel and eat.
damn funny, we waited for 45 minutes just to wait for the student meal price, LOL.
then we went around, slacked.
after that went homeeeeeeeeeeeee.
wasn't suppose to have tution, but i didn't know tutor didn't tell me.
so dropped at YCK, then walked home :D
had fun :D
nothing much happened on tuesday.
wed had g12; WELCOME JIA YEN!
alright, jolene, royston & evelyn is no longer in seng kang 1!
wish them all the best in whatever g12s they're at.
and pasir ris 3, i miss you guys!
hahahahahahahahaha
yesterday nothing much happen also
went to dear monster aaron's house for dinner.
last dinner with uncle hebert & auntie low leng ):
this morning, had breakfast at T3 then headed to T1
send them off, yes, and i'm sad ):
guess won't be seeing them for a long time.
alright, gtg, shall end here, byessssssssssss

2008-10-13T13:44:00.009+08:00

bee!
boo!

baa!

boyfriend's birthday today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANTO!!!

iloveyou<3

wonder if he'll have ichigo cake this year - thats his fav, haha

turning 4 this year, yeah?

hahaha :D

alright, shall start from saturday(:

heart.sport-ed, daddy came and fetch.

went to airport

picked uncle herbert & auntie low leng (x

hah, 3 years never see em' already!

after that picked taoyong kor & diane jie up(x

also 3 years never see em already!

hahaha.

so after that kor & jie went out with their friends for supper

the rest of us went home.

after that uncle herbert, uncle david and {dear monster aaron}LOL came.

talked till 12, haha :D

then yesterday after jolene engagement, went lunching with nor-darling & hngli aka Mr long-time-no-see.LOL.

after that me and nor-darling took 85.

dropped at sengkang, bus-ed 156 home.

at night they came, had steamboat, had fun :D

and today was suppose to jogging but i overslept!

ahhhhhhhhhh, no in the end never go ):

sorry nor-darling )'=

after that met up round noon.

came to my dad's office.

had lunch, and here we are :D

k, shall end here, byes!~

2008-10-11T10:42:00.003+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
k, was told to do this by ryan. T
don't ask me why. ask him. LOL.

The quiz :

1. What colour is your phone?
- black.

Who is the first person who comes up under the letter M?
- hmmm...Midori?

3.Who’s the last person you called?
-nor darling<3

4.Who was your last missed call from?
-my dad? LOL

5.Who’s the 2nd person who miss called you?
-my mum. haha

6.Who’s speed dial 2?
-i don't use speed dial.

7.Who’s the 3rd person who comes up under J?
-Jovin.

8.Who was your last received call?
-my dad.

9.Who’s speed dial number 4?
-i. dont. use. speed. dial.

10.What is your wallpaper?
-a white lotus elise supercharge (x

11.How many text messages do you receive?
-uncountable? haha

12.Who’s speed dial number 8?
-for the last time, i'm gonna say : I DON'T USE SPEED DIAL!!!

13.What does the 5th message in your inbox say?
-how come?

14.Who’s the 1st person who comes up under B?
-Benjamin.

15.Who was your last text message?
-calleralert.

16.Name every person you have text messages from:
- nor dar
-ethan daddy
-sheryl
-candy
-mio aleart
-singtel
-caller alert
-donavan
-jonathan ang
- teacher mayling
-julian
-my dad
-david
-faye
-yi reng
-jan
-zhen xiang
-bryan
-joseph

17.Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norris facts?
-huh? whats that?

18.Who’s the 3rd person under U?
-meaning?

19.What does the 3rd message in your outbox say?
-huh? really ah?

20.Who is the first name in your phonebook?
-Aaron!!!

Name 20 people whom you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions till you've named 20 people.
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
1) Eleanor darling
2) Ethan daddy
3) Poh Hui
4) Zhen Xiang kor
5) Chong Joo
6) Victor
7) Sheryl
8) Candy
9) Shi Min
10) Charmaine
11) Dominic
12) Jhing Roung
13) Julian Superman
14) Naseera
15) Peter
16) Danial
17) Nashrul
18) Jamie
19) William
20) Midori

How did you meet 14?
- she's my classmate

What would you do if you never met 1?
- i will die man.

What if 9 and 20 dated?
- wait a minute; that will never happen.

Will 16 and 17 date?
-if only they are willing to be gays;

Describe 7.
- err, a littlie bit hard leh.

What would you do if 18 confessed to you that he/she liked you?
- Jamie always like me right? haha.

Who is 9 going out with?
- nobody i think...

When was the last time you talked to 13?
- the day after he bring the 2pin plughe into the libary so that jhing roung can charge her phone.

Who's 2's favorite band/singer?
- hmmm....i only know daddy like music :D

Would you ever date 4?
- hello? i don't wanna date a ba kua?
[reason of calling him ba kua: his name is yang zhen xiang, aka mei zhen xiang; & he's fat - opps!]

Would you ever date 1?
-already dating her? hahahahaaaaaaaaa

Yes.Is 19 single?
- hmmm, think so.

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
- cannot. dominic too young already.

Hah.School of 3?
- whitley lor.

Where does 6 live?
- yio chu kang.

What is your favorite thing of 5?
- crapping & joking around with lame lame jokes, haha :D

Have you ever seen 10 naked?
- please, i'm not pervertic can?! -.-

2008-10-10T10:17:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
k, never blog for a long timeeee ler, haha.
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!
i took only 15 minutes to finish up my D&T paper...
we were like given 1hour and 15min so there was this extra hour which i slept thoughout it...
hahahaha.hopefully, can do this one well(:
now at dad's office slacking...
don't wanna go home; quarrelled with my granny yesterday-don't ask me why.
not happy then throw me out of the house lah! what the hell, this is like totally crap can?!
&yes, bitch.
yes, calista aw young, i'm refering to you.
not happy then come tell me lah.
not happy come bang my table for what? come elbow me for what?
you where not happy? say lah!
screw it man. -.-
and this year's subject combo SUCKS can?!
i mean like what?
amaths & POA only can choose one?!
art & D&T must choose one?!
this is really rubbish, Rubbish, RUBBISH!!!
seriously, whats wrong with the world?!
urgh, seriously, these things realy piss me off.
met sheryl for lunch yesterday, then picked jane.
after that she came over to my huse and slack (x\
didn't have tution yesterday, hah.
and i won't have it till december(x
shiok right? hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
will be going home round 2 plus, haha.
anyway, my phone is spoiled.now using jane's.
but i'm still using my number so please when messaging me tell me ur name or else i won't know who are you, haha.
meeting nor dar to shop for slippers later (x
both of our slippers spoil ler, hahaha.
k lah, shall end here!
people, enjoy while you can! :D

sometimes, life is just full of sweet suprises.

2008-09-25T16:53:00.006+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

it's been almost a week since i last blogged,

so oh well, i shall make my last post before my very first paper of EOY,

which is like tml.

sometimes i really wonder - what if my expire moment is just the next hour?

and how will i die?

knock down by a car?

die in my sleep?

or travel in the bus & yeah, accidents happen.

and how will my people round me react?

i mean, death, is like sososososo sudden.

example - a relative of mine, passed away not long ago, round a month ago.

she was just breathless, send to A&E, before the doctor could go to her & she's gone.

2 weeks later, my grand aunt, passed away.

cause of i don't know what but in chinese is called fei yan.

2 gone.

on the papers - yishun triple murder case.

and that makes it 5.

i mean, how long are we people gonna live on this earth?

hais, someday, somehow, somewhere, some way.

alright, had fun with nor-darling on monday.

met her outside her school to get back my assesment book.

yeah, maths de; EOY coming, have to study.

heh, and we had lots of fun! right, dar?

haha, appleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yeah, you get what i meannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

k, shall post some pictures, cause i don't want my blog just to be filled with words, words, word & endless words.

or else it'll be boringggggggggggggggg

the ugly truth that lies behind every scene;

2008-09-19T14:35:00.001+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
yes, i'm blogging.
cause....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOMINIC!
hahahaha
yes, you're finally 13!
LOL, k, i'm being lame here.
Joyce is talking rubbish.
whatever lah k, hahahaha.
yesterday had tution, as usual.
we did pass around compo...
yeah, had fun sabo-ing shuqing.
so funny lah can...
all of us was like arrowing at her -.-
anyway, thanks afiq!
or else i think they'll be sabo-ing me & jasper -.-
yeah, and afiq changed the subject to shuqing!
afiq you rock man!
LOL.
they were like talking about me & jasper and then suddenly afiq was like wrtting "jasper and shuqing got married and they kiss vi[...smth smth smth lah]"
then jasper wrote " and they stopped"
then i wrote " and they started kissing again"
hahaha, poor shuqing.
then we also wrote about shuqing & banjamin!
hahahahaha....
then shuqing keep saying she wants to get married to a cat -.-
but still, she didn't get what she needed.
she always kena sabo by us.
muahahahahaha.
after that dady drove me homeeeeeeeeeeeee
mum went out with her friends, so yeah.
today no golf!
but its a good thing anyway; no need to rush homeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
alright, shall stop here.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

you know what?
i rather be alone.

2008-09-18T16:46:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
so fast one week ler, haha.
shall post, LOL.
when did i last post?
oh yeah, friday night.
saturday kor came to fetched me...
yes, with uncle david's van...
so yeah...
david was inside too, then headed to city hall, raffles city.
then i think david was like shocked when he saw how i manage to squeeze into that tiny space at the back of the van; cause it was really squeezy, haha
yes, small. real small.next time post a picture of it if possible.
reached sushi tei/teh , shawn was there already.
then wenyi came.
no space gotta wait.
then we slacked at the food court.
after round 13 min we went it.
at first they give us the place is like so small lah, please -.-
after that they gave us the room, which they can like give it to us earlier -.-
then jolene & royston came, ordered our food, joy came.
order food ler, finish eating, the michelle came -.-
cause she was sick, so yeah.
anyways went to outreach after that.
yes, that small space in the van again.
kor left quite fast, cause he got smth on
then went to mc and waited for jie.
then saw clarrissa & elysee.
after awhile jie came, then kor fetched me home.had dinner, went for funeral.
then went off round 10 plus going 11.
sunday, church.
after that went to eat lunch with nor & auntie june at kovan.
shopped around, nor got her shoe, then auntie june fetched me home.
at night went to ikea.
yes, to get my miniature potted plants for my art.
i know no link, but yeah, some how got link lah, haha.
monday, didn't go choir, cramp.
no tution, cause cher not free.
then tuesday nothing much.
wed, g12, as usual.
then later i'm going for tution.
& yes, tution. i don't even know what i'm like suppose to do for homework -.-
k, joyce is a joker, like what miss chin always said.
k lah, shall end here, bye!

&yes, kanto, i'm missing you again.

2008-09-12T23:07:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
yes, Joyce is BLOGGING.
hahahahaha
k, had been laughing these few days.
yes, as in non-stop that kind.
hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
live love laugh, hahaha
yes, & i can't stand my sister's attitude; screw it man.
k, shall not talk about this; only makes me flare.
& my mum, too.
oh yes, i forgot to talk about wed night.
there was this lil' baby sitting infront of me & nor-dar
and yes, we couldn't concentrate on some dramas cause we're like playing with her, haha
and luke was sitting beside her; she kept kicking luke.
me & nor-dar was like laughing non-stop lah, haha.
okay, back to yesterday.
after tution went to my granny's sister de funeral.
sad lor, another one gone.
i see popo holding back her tears at the funeral yesterday really pains my heart.
went back round 10plus.
today as usual; had golf.
last lesson ler.
golf, i'm so gonna miss you man.
hah.
went to HOF, kor fetched me back.
thanks kor!
k, shall end here, byes!~

2008-09-11T16:31:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
heh, shall blog today lah.
hahahaha
alright, shall start from yesterday.
and yes, for once, i enjoyed school.
hahaha
okay, i'm starting to enjoy school.
laugh laugh laugh - thats what i do in chinese lessons now.
yes, cause my meow meow partner is beside me.
hahahahahaha
yes, he makes me laugh. thanks lots, yeo zhen xiang! :D
yesterday there were 2 funny things that happened.
during science class...
secne:
miss woo : why so lazy? never clean white board?
nashrual : because Joanne & Daisy never come, and 2 of them incharge of cleaning whiteboard. [obviously not; cause duty roster not on e notice bard already]
miss woo : then kester help me clean.
kester : huh? why me?
miss woo : cause you're tall. those tall people are ought to help to clean e whitboard. except for chong joo, cause he injured his hand.
whole class : *laughs*
shermaine : miss woo you like kester ah? ask him clean whiteboard, wait eugene jealous...
whole class & miss woo : *laughs*
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hahahaha, c'mon lah, this is funny man.
still got one more...
during D&T lesson, mr ng was telling us about the small oven...
yes... which is used in cooking...
but they use it in D&T...
small, more convenient. hah.
scene:
mr ng : so when you all use this must becareful. the metal paddings on top are use for heating up pots. so make sure you don't touch it.
zhen xiang : really hot meh?
mr ng : i put ur chest there and make you wear bra then you see if it's hot anot ah.
whole class : *laughs*
chong joo : mr ng, no need lah. he already can wear already.
whole class : *laughs*
mr ng : *stares at zheng xiang* what? G cup?
whole class *all laughing like nobody's business*
funny ah...
then Mr quek came in anfd spot check our class for guy's hair...
and he said that edwin's haorstyle like rambutan!!!
hahahahaha! so funny lor!
yes...thats all for school yesterday...
after that round 5 plus went out to meet nor for dinner.
then church...
& yes, we had fun :D
then school was as usual today...
had chinese class test...it was a surprise one..so yeah...
the compre was HARD!!!
yes, the whole class says its hard! even my teacher say so!
please help me pray that i'll score well for this paper...thanks alot...
then sudoku challenge!
urgh! wasted alot of time! sian! i did the puzzle wrongly twice!
ah! i hate it!
and i lost my tution homework! again!
yes, Joyce, you're so dead.
k, shall end here, byes!~

2008-09-09T18:23:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
have de sudden urge to blog, don't know why, haha.
yesterday had maths class test, hopefully will hit my tutor's target...
or else i die...
as usual, choir
then mrt-ed to yishun, cause was running late already.
had tution till 8.30pm, daddy drove me home.
and i have to borrow the paper from candy!!!
i need to photocopy uh...sian...
yes...and thats my homework from MY tutor...
don't ask me why...long story...
today nothing much lah, came back home, tele-ed till 4.45pm like that
then went to meet don to get e song...
anbd guess what? he reformat his memory card!!!
so i didn't get the song from him...
and he get songs from me instead...yeah, right ._.
whatever luh huh -.-
oh yeah, thats for e chocolate!
its nice, hahahaha.
wondering whats coming up next in my life...
stay tune to joyce's blog!
okay, i'm being lame here...
bored mah...
k lah, shall end here, bye~

live,
love,
laugh.

hah.
hah hah.
hah hah hah.

&yes, she's still insane.
seriously insane.

-dark cream, mercy.

c'mon babye.
live, love, laugh.
hah.
hah hah.
hah hah hah.

2008-09-07T20:18:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
sorry for not blogging for a long long time;
was lazy, you see.
shall not talk about what happened for the past 2 weeks,
or else i think even by christmas i won't finish typing it...
oh well, blogging twice a month is not bad an idea huh?
at least, i get some rest, haha.
and not telling myself to " go blog! go blog! "
alright, had tution in the morning, so tiredddddddddddddddd
after that walked to church; half an hour walk from tutor's house.
and i was like sweating like nobody's business lahhhhhhhhhhhhh
service ended, went to lunch-ed with germaine aka zayne at e coffe shop near e church.
and gosh, my appetite is getting bigger.
i had a plate of chicken rice, and another bowl of rice & cheese fries for lunch.
ans thats really alot...
yesterday's dinner was worse....
a plate of chicken chop, a bowl of wanton noodles, a few mouthfuls of spagatthi, half bowl of mushroom soup & a can of coke zero...
yes, alot, i know.
after lunch we bus-ed 806 and i bus-ed 854 home.
slept till 6 plus, from don't know what time luh huh.
guess i slept too much - resulting in headache.
urgh, this is real suckish.
alright, shall end here.
and from now on, my job is to : live, love, laugh.
& i'm so oblivios to the surrounding.
hah.
hah hah.
hah hah hah.

joleen once said : church shall not tolerate any hypocrites.
& i shall wait & see (:

c'mon babaye,
live love laugh.
hah.
hah hah.
hah hah hah.

joyce is insane;
yes,
seriously insane.

2008-08-21T15:53:00.010+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

didn't feel like blogging for that period of time,

so never blog.

hais, so many many many things to say.

k lah, shall start with last monday.

no school, so went to Pasir Ris Park with Aaron, Jie, Jane & da gu :D

had lots of fun!

then tution, as usual.

daddy fetched me back.

tuesday, didn't go school.

was feeling sick.

wed, nothing special.

g12 at night, as usual.

thursday, school & blahs, what more to say?

tution, pictionary again.

me, bel, joan one group, WE WON!

okays, here comes e apple pies~

friday never get to whack balls.

need to teach deaf & mute sociaty de people to play.

had fun anyways~

then daddy fetched me home.

met up with nor, then went to church for HOF.

rushed home to watch couple or trouble!

last 2 episodes ler!!!

tml night ending!

ah! so excited. [ okay, pardon me for getting so workup cause of this show.]

saturday, met up with yireng, candy and nor to do research.

lunch-ed at KFC.

after that me & nor bus-ed 156 to SCGS.

had fun too! (x

sunday, morning met up with nor.

went to have mc for breakfast(:

after that bus-ed to church.

after Rzone need to stay back for e VivaLaVida thingy

then took 85, all e way to punggol, then take 43 homeeeeeeeeeeeee

go apple ahyi's house as usual.

didn't swim, went to gym instead.

then monday, sore throat!

almost died =X

monday, got worse, so never go choir.

tution, dad drove me home.

tuesday night, down with flu.

yesterday, things got worse.

didn't wanna go school.

but dad & mum forced me to.

had a hard time coping before recess.

felt much better after recess.

then g12 at night.

only 7 people were present - me, nor, jane, benjamine, emily, jolene & royston; hais.

found out smth yesterday too.

JOYCE PROUDLY PRESENTS, HER VERY VERY OWN INVENTION ::

bread + nutella + ham = very very nice :D

nor say not bad, royston said its nice.

even ben said it was nice too!

hah, later got tution, and i left my work in school!

ah!!!

k, i'm so dead later on TT

oh yeah, guess what?

remember, i've gotta BEAUTIFUL SCAR on my right arm and my right knee?

go to my multiply acc, and you'll know what happened.

anyways, today that person who gave me this scar actually said sorry to me!

wow! isn't that a miracle?

saying sorry after a year plus, feeling guilt stricken?

or after hearing my coversation with shermaine ng?

scene:

shermaine : wa joyce, what happened to ur right hand? why scar so big?

me : hah, my knee also have ah.

shermaine : wa, why like that?
me : last year lor, that calista. accidently push me down. sorry also never say. people pass by ask if i'm okay. actually i wanted to tell them "not really". but guess what she said? " oh yeah, she okay, she's fine" right. i feel like telling her why not i push you and people walk pass, seeing you bleed like hell and i say that you're fine? hais, anyway, over ler lah, forget about it.

shermaine : wa, if i were you i already go find her trouble already.

me: hah, say so much, you help me lah? *laughs & laughs & laughs*

yes, bitch. why? scared shermaine find you trouble ah?

please luh, first was telling me that rebecca don't like me, say sorry.

and now what? saying sorry after a year plus from that day?

you might as well don't say.bloody hell.

you all wanna know what happened today?

scene:

*calista movine to rebecca's sit which is beside me*

calista: that time ur hand the scar still there ah?
me: duh.

calista:sorry lah, how i know. anyway scar only what. i even worse leh, the knife cut me lor [ and yes, she's talking to me with that kind of bloody attitude despitre the fact that she knows she in the wrong]

me: eh, please lah. that one on ur hand, ur prob, not mine okay. right now i'm talking about MINE, not urs. and YOU caused MINE, and so that concers abt me.

calista: then...
me: *i interupted* why not i push you down, land ur arm in this state, and i say sorry to you also?

calista: * diam diam, but still giving me that bloody attitude *

me: whatever luh huh, i've already gotten over it, you were the one who bring this up, not me okay.

calista: *still giving me that bloody attitude of hers*

hello bitch!

i've been tolerating you for a long long time.

i promise i'll get back at you one day, you better watch out...

and getting back at you includes that scar & that slap.

i'll never ever forget these stuff you gave me.

whatever i have, you shall have too.

k shall not spoil my moods on this kind of stuff.

here are some pictures :D

enjoy :D

childhood memories<3

taken while swinging~

on e "bridge"

me & chin dah :D

me and mayuan :D

k lah, shall end here.byes!~

2008-08-09T14:18:00.002+08:00

shut my eyes yesterday.
all i knew was a night of endless nightmares;
unable to sleep well.
i had enough.
enough is enough.
kuai yao shou bu liao de zhi wei; wo shou gou ler.

2008-08-08T18:52:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
k, shall start from suday.
headed straight to ahyi's house.
bus-ed 854, was reallt tired.
didn't manage to swim; diguested by the water polluted by e ashes [7 month mah]
after that went home
monday, school, choir.
as usual, choir mdm chion whole day nag & scold band people.
i feel so bad as a choir member =/
& i feel so pek cek, can't she just shut her mouth for a sec or smth?
what the laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
got tution at night, daddy drove me home.
tuesday, k lah.
nothing much happened.
wed, g12, as usual.
hais, attandance...see ler dou sian...
thursday, got rehursal till 6pm
and it was RAINING HEAVILY!
was late for tution for almost an hour, but at least i was there, eh?
after tution, i was bare footed all the way
cause my shoe was wet
so was bare footed even in dad's car & all the way home.
uh-huh.
here comes today!
hah, everyone DID WELL!!!
germaine got third
nat & chin dah got second
shilee & group got first!
hah, who cares if we won.
most importantly, we enjoyed the whole process, yeah?
heh.no balls whacking session today
but i'll do it tomorrow!
will be going to eat at marina there
got driving range there, so just go there & hit lor
anyways today also never hit.
shall have a taste of my new pair of gloves tomorrow!
glove spoil ler; by my alien-like golves~
LOL.
k lah, shall end here.
hope that i can go play pool with dear aaron tomorrow!
i miss playing pool! =[
hah, aaron sim, i miss you too!
don't worry nor-dar!, i miss you more(x
k lah huh, shall end here.
bye!~

2008-08-02T10:29:00.000+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
alright, shall start from thursday night.
after tution, went home by myself; daddy didn't drive me homeeeeeeeeeeeee
dinner-ed, nothing else much to say.
during tution played pictionarty; haha had fun!
me & bel one team; called ourselves B&J [ bel & joyce mah, haha]
jasper, joan & sonia one team, they called themselves nothing, LOL.
me and bel won, haha
free apple pies from mc next week~
uh-huh.fiq & shuqing didn't come, but anyway, we had fun, haha.
sonia went for minor operation a few days ago...
got 4 sitches...
ouch, i can feel the pain.
GET WELL SOON!
oh yeah, thank God, nor-dar! is okay ler, hahaha.
ILOVEYOU! <3
and guess what? i was right.
the talk was about repeating the same thing over & over again from e last talk -.-
the school very rich eh? electricity de price rise up ler,
and yet they still waste it, right -.-
yesterday was FRIDAY!
i love fridays! lalalala~
actually, i love fridays cause i get to whack balls lah, heh.
golf was okay yesterday.
infact, i can hit better using U then 5, hah.
I LOVE U MAN!
as in u sands for utility [if i'm not wrong]
its bigger than iron and ITS SOLID!
not like driver & wood, hollow de.
after that daddy drove me home.
bathe-ed, dinner-ed.
head to bus stop, bus-ed to yishun.
saw shimin on 85, met up with sheryl at mc.
bus-ed to church.
yesterday's was e last episode of renovation of the heart.
and shiman was right - it feels so weird without nor-dar!.
I MISS YOU lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh k.
walked back home with sheryl, and she kept scaring me -.-
sheryl siow, you good, LOL.
then i kept scaring myself also.
wanted to bus back alot of times, but still, we walked back in the end.
miss the last episode of beach.ball.babes.
heard from don that the ending sucks.
only watched the last few mins of couple or trouble.
anyway, sheryl is lending me the DVD
sooooooooooooooo, I CAN SKIP AS MANY EPISODES AS I LIKE!
I LOVE YOU MAN!
don't worry nor-dar, i love you more (x
alright, shall post till here.
and i just nticed that mum forgot to bring her phone out.
cause its only right beside me now.
LOL, k lah, shall end here.
bye bye!~

2008-07-31T15:54:00.004+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
okay, got back history, 3 out of 20 -.-
expected lah, actually.
3 papers at one go;
how do you expect me to memorise so many stuff?
anyway, thanks alot, WSS -.-
okay. shall start from yesterday.
went to get penknife & pen at compass de popular.
and guess what?
their pen knife is super, duper
L-O-U-S-Y, lousy.
then went to get a clip, brown colour de.
finally, a proper one -.-
oh well, anyway, nor dar is sick!
GET WELL SOON!
ILOVEYOU! <3
she'll be missing HOF tomorrow, guess i'll be going there alone.
she's got the stupid streaming talk; part 2.
SKSS sucks man; thank God no vacancy the other time ler.
or else i guess i'll be suffering in there by now -.-
streaming talk still got part 1 & 2; tok kong.
talk lai talk qu hai bu shi na ji yang dong xi, what else do they have to say?
stupid talk, stupid school.
hais, still got tution later on, sian.
hope that i'll get good grades for my geography, science & english.
those who are here, help me pray please...
thanks alot...
during art lesson was fun!
at first i did not know what to do, but i did smth in the end, haha
and guess what?
i saw manfred at the bus stop just now!
hah, he looks so guai okay! LOL.
shall end here and go do my english tution homework.
byebye~

2008-07-30T18:10:00.003+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

today was suppose to be busy, i i choose to be lazy and slack instead.

wanted to cut the 20 x 20 box out - cause never buy pen knife.

never cut the stencil out - cause never buy penknife.

never buy penknife - cause i'm lazy.

then cher still say need what 30degree penknife

and i was like going "huh? got 30degree penknife de meh?"

anyway, i'm gonna get it later as soon as i finish this entry.

i've gotten back some of my papers already,

hopefully the rest will maintain at this grade.

till i get all of my papers back then i post out my results.

qurralled with granny yesterday and just now, hais - i really don't know what to do.

whole day only know how to shout vulgarities.

theres D&T today = pratical work!

weehee~

eh heh heh, so far so good lah, haha

here's e pic of my "so far" work :

hah, okay, shall end here and go get my penknife now.

byebye~

2008-07-28T15:35:00.011+08:00

bee!

boo!

baa!

k, long time never blog ler.

was sorta busy this time.

comman test and stuff like that.

finally, next monday, last paper - literature.

i seriously don't understand why not tomorrow or smth?

and why do we have THREE pathetic papers per day?

3 on friday, 3 today, next monday the last one?

why the heck they can't spread it out?

no time to study sia.

because of this i left my second structered question for history BLANK.

TOTALly blank; 10 MARKS GONE.thanks alot, WSS.

alright, whatever it is, shall skip this.

the comman testes almost took my life away.

yesterday got tution at cher mayling's house early in the morning like at err... 8.15am?

maths somemore...guess lotsa brain cells died.LOL.

went to eat with nor & her mum after church

and then headed home, and went to aun't house by myself first.

bus-ed 72 to tamp, then mrt to kembagan; cause i'm tired of 854.

after that studied till i almost went crazy for 2 hours plus.

oh well, and then another 50 laps, which killed me; half dead, to be exact -.-

shall post some pics since i haven't been posting for a long time.

haha, enjoy :D

2N2, i love you guys more then 2E4! <3

2008-07-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
k, sorry for not posting for a long long time.
WAS SUPER DUPER BUSY.
anyways, shall start from wed.
went to meet nor dar at compass ;D
went to eat, then pick my jeans up from Giordano :D
after that go home~
then g12, as usual.
only me, my sis, nor, aaron, benjamine, jolene & cher' jac was present.
Royston was sick, Karen i don't know, Emily got homework, hongli never come = zed never come
so yeah, see for urself.
then thursday, went for tution, as usual.
went off at 8, then dad drove me to katong for band practice
everything was much better than tues ;D
after that pastor alan drove us home :D
friday after school went straight home
meet up with michelle at habourfront.
went to eat at KFC, then then "tube-haunting" ; LOL
got it at vivo instead; really rushed like mad, cause short of time.
reached church, get prepared.
okay, i don't look like me. -.-
anyways, CONGRATS TO THE CANVARS ART PEOPLE!!!
THEY ACTUALLY WON!!! WELL DONE REWGION A!!!
and...
WE WON FOR THE BAND TOO!!!
okay, its a 200 sushi teh vouch.same for the canvas art also, haha :D
alright, ernest won for the solo
olivia got first runner-up
and err...sorry, i forgot who got 3rd...haha
anyway, CONGRATS TO THE 3 OF THEM!!!
hahaha, Midori & Joelle did REALLY WELL too,
sososososososo, they deserve the applause! *craps&claps&never-ending claps!*
hahahaha, was very happy & high until...
JUST NOW, SUPER FED UP WITH MY MUM, so yeah, shall stop talking about it.
cause it seriously pisses me off.yes, alot.
k lah, shall end here, next time then post pics, byebye!~

2008-07-12T18:41:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
sorraye peeps!
long time never blog; was really busy this time..
shall start from tues...
yes, detention.
supposingly to be on thurs, fri & tues.
but skipped the thurs & fri, so have to be on tues, wed & thurs.
but guess what?
i only go till wed then DM let me off, hahahaha :D
so at night went for create's band practice.
met up with them at long john at the central there for dinner
and the studio was...DAMN FREAKING SMALL!!!
their quality of stuff and sound was super bad!
so yeah...
oh well, wed, g12, as usual :D
before g12 slacked with Donavan at the stairs,
cause he asked me to send him some songs, haha
and guess what?
we live in the same unit! hahahahaha!
its just that he's 5 storeys beneath my feet, hahahaha
then thursday went to have lunch with Donavan :D
met up at compass point, ate KFC, then saw Tricia[church de] , haha :D
after that, hah - you guessed it.
walked home from sengkang as usual.
but this time was with Donavan, so yeah, haha
after that, yeap, tution time.
then rushed to potong pasir for practice.
this time the studio was MUCH BETTER MAN!
its like 3 times bigger & the quality is like a thousand times better?!
but the price is double...so yeah...
went home extream late, like, err, 10.50pm?
next day, friday...SHIOK!
GOLF!!!
actually was very reluctant to go on thursday night, but anyways,
i had a good time hitting balls!
and i found out that i can hit well with 5, so yeah...
vented all my anger out on the whackings & impacts,
feeling super shiok~
and at first jamie's bay doesn't have balls,
so she was calling captain[william] " captain...no balls"
and she was like telling me " just now my bay no balls and i said captain no balls"
i was stuned for a second or two before i started bursting out with laughter.
so for the whole day, me & jamie was laughing about that, hahahaha
after golf rushed home to meet nor at sengkang, haha
and guess what? I FOUND MY BUDDY! - my dearest SUDOKU BOOK!
THANK GOD! its with Jerry, hahahahaha :D
ahahahahaha, one week without my buddy really makes me feel not-so-good.
oh well, anyway, C told me R don't like to talk to me, don't like me
so R went to told S.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
scene:
S : why you told Joyce that R don't like her, don't like to talk to her?
C : * act blur* huh? have meh? i got say meh?
S : you ask Joyce lah
C : i got say meh? when?
me : yesterday, outside artroom.
C : *act blur once more* huh? really ah?
S : you better confess hor. have you better say sorry.
C : *very scared. about to cry*
S : Joyce, you sure she got say ah?
me : very sure.
S: you got say anot?
C : err...i don't know leh...i got short term memory lost, i forgot already, not very sure.
J : you go search your heart, i don't wanna say anymore.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
k, i don't wanna continue ler
kanina, short term memory lost?
don't give me this kind of crap lah k.
got say then admit, don't humji.
sibeh kiam pah.
k lah, shall end here.
go eat dinner ler, byes!~

2008-07-07T10:49:00.000+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
hahahaha, long time never blog ler
lazy ma.LOL
oh well, anyways, to those spammers out there
please, put ur BEAUTIFUL NAME out there, thank you very much.
and if its like what you've mentioned, i did something to you, i've got smth to say.
IF you're ::

- an EFC-ian : i sincerely apologize for what i've done if i offended you. so yeah, please let the matter rest thank you. & if you're a true EFC-ian, i think you will let the matter rest after years of God's word [ but anyway, i don't think anybody from EFC will do this. ]

- from WSS : think about what you guys had done to me before saying that i've done anything to you.

hais, childish lah, this kind of poeple, what to do.
if only i can just suck their brain power or whatever you call it,
oh wow, how good can it be!
guess there'll be morons instead of people like this.
friday went out with nor darling!
finally, a day out with her(:
went to far east plaza and ate long john.
went to buy my pair of slippers.
and finally got my belt :D
after fast east we headed to cineleisure...
to take neoprint!!!
hahahahahaha!
very long time never take ler, gees(x
after that went to that korea resturant to eat something light.
not really resturant lah, but smth like cafe catel that kind.
forgot that stall's name, but i think is called " BBQ chicken" or smth like that lah, haha
what i really like about that stall is that they use olive oil; so not that fattening.
so yeah, me & nor will love this stall to death i guess.hahahahaha
after that went straight to church.
then saturday went to church for create's band practice.
lots of funny things happened.
hahahahahaha
after that went to heart.sports.
and WE WON!
then daddy & mummy drove me home from there
yesterday after church went to meet apple ahyi at plaza sin;
yes, to get dress for kor & jie's wedding.
can't find any suitable ones
so went to bugis
finally got one. got a cardigan to go with it too(:
bought a jacket, same as nor darling de!
hahahahahaha(x
she got the milk colour de, while i got de red one(:
was calling her cause she smsed me and said she got a jacket from IP zone
hahahahahahaha
shall end here, tired ler.
bye peeps!

2008-07-01T19:49:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
sorry for not blogging far the past one week
these feel days is just so horrible
so horrible, until i don't know how to describe.
everything just come shooting at me at one time.
i don't know what to say.
heart is breaking for seeing my friends this way, esp school people.
CHARMAINE DEAR!
DON'T CRY JUST BECAUSE OF THAT GUY OKAY!
GUYS ARE JUST GOOD-FOR-NOTHING PEOPLE!
HE'S JUST ANOTHER JERK.
YES, JERK.
J-E-R-K. JERK.
oh well, anyway, my life is way too long for me to blog
so i guess i'll just skipeverything.
now not my fault also become my fault.
hais...
everything in my life is so ROAR!
i don't know what to say but very luan.

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey
This is for my people who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause
We will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why
I didn't show up sometimes on Sunday mornings
And I missed you
But i'm glad we talked through

All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew
I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As..time..goes..by

And as soon as you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm back here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me that
I held so tight I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
I Wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As.. time.. goes.. by

And as soon as you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm back here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause
We will never say bye ...bye

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I Wish
I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As.. time.. goes.. by

And as soon as you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
Feels like I'm next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye

2008-06-24T18:46:00.001+08:00

Miss You Like Crazy - Natalie Cole

Even though it's been so long
My love for you keeps going strong
I remember the things that we used to do
A kiss in the rain till the sun shine through
I tried to deny it but I'm still in love with you

I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
Ever since you went away
Every hour of every day

I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
No matter what I say or do
There's just no getting over you

I can see the love shining in your eyes
And there comes a such a sweet surprise
If seeing's believing it's worth the wait
So hold and tell me it's not too late
We're so good together, we starting forever now

I miss you like crazy
I miss you baby
Love like ours will never end
Just touch me and we're there again

Just one night
And we'll have that magic feeling like we used to do
Hold on tight and whatever comes our way we gonna make it through
If seeing's believing it's worth the wait
So hold and tell me it's not too late
We're so good together, we starting forever now

And I miss you, I missed you
All the chances that you gave me
And a feeling gets this strong
And then the real thing come along
And I miss you

I miss you like crazy baby
Under your sweet love and take me
I miss you like crazy
A love like ours will never end
Just touch me and we're there again
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
No matter what I say or do

bee!
boo!
baa!
yes, yes, yes.
i'm in love with this song once more~~~
its in my playlist if you wanna listen~
and i like that line "a kiss in the rain till the sunshine through"
super nice lah can?!
hahahahaha
k lah, shall end here.
don't really feel like blogging.
byes!~

2008-06-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
shall start from yesterday.
sentosa!
k, tiring but yeah, fun.
jerry was dumped into the water.
ming tian was dumped into the water.
hong li was dumped into the water, too.
after that reached church
went to meet ryan
as in a cappella de ryan
not church that one.
then after that went to meet colin and his friends at woodlands.
was bored there.
went back to church.
oh well, walked home from sengkang all the way to IMH there then take bus cause my legs were like aching already; haha.
long story for today, don't feel like posting.

Yesterday - Leona Lewis
Well we got so much in store
Tell me what is it im reaching for
When were through building memories ill hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes
I never believed untill now
I know i'll see you again im sure
No its not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day one more smile on your face
But they cant take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasnt our destiny
Cause in my mind we had so much time, but I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strengh in the moments we made
Im lookin back on yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

2008-06-18T09:25:00.002+08:00

bee!
boo!
baa!
shall start from sundayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
went to eat at AMK with nor-darling, candy & hongli
after that bus-ed home
at night
went to AMK AGAIN
but this time went to hub there with dad & mum & dagu & my irritating-cum-annoying-cum-idiotic sis
went to singtel & change dagu 's phone.
after that went to eat at the HK resturant [opposite new york] & ate.
their food not bad lah so you guys can go try out next time if you want
their prices are very resonable & affordable also
after that went home
was somehow pissed off with some people
but never mind, forget about it.
don't wanna say so much.waste my time.
monday & tuesday went for the a cappella camp.
actually i felt very relectant to go
but bo bian, if don't go need to pay 60bucks
our group name was actually called 10 voice
but then meanwhile rif the beatboxer came in and so we called ourselves 10 voices + 1
hahahahaha.
everything went very well :D
will miss you guys de wors!
when choosing our presentation song
i was actually shouting " mariah carey's! "
and then out of a sudden me & az went " touch my body "
ahahahahaha!
then we both looked at each other and laugh
hahahahaha.so funny lor.
but then, autually we wanted to use always be my baby by david cook
after that we changed to this love by maroon 5 & love song by sara bareilles.
for maroon 5 huixuan and the other 3 girls were the backgrounds.
rif was the base
and az was e beatboxer
michelle, sara, indera, jacklyn & me were the main
well, as for love song, everything was the same except that az was the base & rif was the beatboxer.
hahahahaha, during this 2 days, i've learned alot of stuff
will miss people like az, rif, clarissa, huda, alicia & colin :D
ahahahahahaha!
right now i'm hooked onto this book called kiss by yes...you know it...jacqueline wilson :D
very very very nice :D
still reading it; hopefully can finish it by saturday.
hais, thinking of having tution tomorrow makes me very tired.
i don't really feel like having tution.
everyime at 8.30pm or later.
by the ime i'm back is around 9pm or 9plus ler.
and yes,thats when i have my dinner.
yes, i know i'm complainging too much.
so those who can't stand it, please leave
i won't want any harassments on my blog, thank you.
and now what? somebody's like spamming my blog...
or rather, critisized my blog...
to that person...
if you wanna critisize, please dont be a coward and put ur name...
and please...gayest...right...
i'm not a guy...so yeah, ur vocab is really very bad...
please use other words next time...
seriously ah...if you really got nothing to do...
GET A LIFE AND SCRAM!
my blog doesn't welcome people like you, get it?
don't ever let me catch you;
or else i won't let you off - & I MEAN IT

tas, here i come!

2008-06-14T12:45:00.002+08:00

ngo mm ji duo

ngo zhen hai mm ji duo ngo zoi lum meh yeh

ga yan, lei xeng xeng ah!

xeng xeng ah lei!

mud duo mm ji

hoi sei lah lei!

sei yan tao.

2008-06-14T11:55:00.002+08:00

JOYCE IS SUPER PISSED.
AND SHE'S FEDUP.
SHE'S PISSED WITH EVERYBODY.
SHE'S PISSED WITH EVERYTHING.
SHE'S PISSED WITH THE WHOLE WOLRD.
FINE, SHE'S PISSED WITH HERSELF.

bloody hell.
what a bloody world i'm living in.

i'llbewaiting.
forthedayidie.

2008-06-11T18:42:00.001+08:00

a soundtrack from P.S i love you
just wanna share with you guys; enjoy(:

Everything We Had - The Academy Is...
You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had is no longer there.

It was the only place I'd never known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had is no longer there, longer there.

You saw for yourself, the way it played out.
For you, I am blinded.
For you, I am blinded, for you.

I am no gentleman, I can be a prick.
And I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had.
Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had...

I'll be with you wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.

The MV

i'm just simply in love with this song <3

2008-06-11T12:12:00.002+08:00

bee! boo! baa!

sorraye for not bloging for a longgggggggg time.
was lazy you see :D
shall start from last thurs.
went to eat buffet at orchard something something
can't remember...
i only know we were searching for it like crazaye,
dad went rounds & rounds & rounds just to search for it.
the hotel was very very very old, can see from the building
very near scgs there
after went to far east plaza to see that doc for my pathetic scalp.
150bucks gone. [not mine, my mums]
then went around to shop.
quarreled with parents; don't ask me why.
friday; supposingly going to sentosa with dear aaron
but went to orchard for shopping instead (x
from 12 all the way to 5?
hah, first time shopping with dear aaron was sorta fun
went to meet sheryl at plaza sing at around 5.15pm
ate dinner then headed to church.
before hof start, guess what?
pastor alan came to me and ask me to go for heart.sports and before i can reject or do anything,
he passed me that paper and when i flipped open, my name was in.
so is sheryl's & nor dar's & germaine's.
wanted to have a break but, what can we do huh?
our names are in it, there's no way we can escape.
so saturday, went to meet sheryl before heart.sports
after that went to her house there de coffee shop and had chicken rice and rojak
after that went home.
sunday went to church as usual
after that went to amk to have lunch with evellyn, hongli & luke.
we were laughing all the way luh.
evelyn knew lots of stuff that she didn't know i guess.
hahahhahahahahaha
after that went to ahyi's house for swim
only swan 15laps.
ok, my steminal dropped.
crap this luh k.shall swin more often.
went to stay at her house for 2 nights
came back yesterday afternoon.
sian luh.........................................
tml got tution
don't feel like going luh k
conclusion :: i'm a total slacker.
just gotta admit; hais.
what to do...guess i'm just gonna buy some assesment to do later.

& i'm bored

adapted from clarissa's blog :D

1)At what age do you wish to get marry ?
in my late twenties or thirties?

2)Who is most important to you? Friends or boyfriend ?
depends lor.

3)Who is the person you trust most ?
nor dar <3

4)Do you think you have enough confidence ?
i don't know.

5)If you have a dream come true,what will it be ?
having all my wishes fuflled.

6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
yeah.seen it with my own eyes before.

7)Do you stead before ?
can i skip this question?

8)Do you believe in eternity love ?
i don't know.never experience it before, so yeah...

9)Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tries to commit suicide ?
hah, of course not.

10)Have someone confess to you before ?
yeah.

11)Which place have all your wonderful memories ?
my lala land.

12)Where do you want to be now ?
out of this house.

13)Do you confess to a boy before ?
not really.

14)How would you want your stead to propose to you ?
i don't know. hello, how old am i? [what a dumb question]

15)Do you kiss someone before ?
yeah, mum & dad on the cheek.

16)Who cares for you the most ?
God.

17)If let's say you are in a relationship now,how short or long will it be ?
forever; till eternity.

18)Have you hold hands with boys before ?
yes, eben's; while ice-skating! haha!

19)Do you believe in love at first sight?
not really.i never experience it before.

20)What things do you cherish the most ?
God.

adapted from natalie's blog :D

List 13 random people in your heart.

1) nor dar
2) sheryl
3) ethan
4)hongli
5)poh hui
6)eleora
7)aaron
8)chuan wei
9)chong joo
10) peter
11) danial [2E4 ]
12)TL kor
13)jan jie [region C]

-how did u meet 10?
classmate.

-what will u do if u had never met 1?
i will die (:

-what will u do if 6 and 2 dated?
they can't. or else they'll bacome les.

-have u seen 4 cry?
never.think i so free ah?

-do you think 10 is cute?
nah.

-how did u get to know 8?
choir.

-would you ever go on a date with 12?
jan jie as well as my family will kill me & that will never ever happen in my whole entire life.

-what is 7's favourite colour?
no idea. but i know when we're young, his fav colour was red :D

-what will you do if 6 confessed he/she loves you?
of course she does :D she's my dear cousin :D

-who is 4 going out with?
nobody? but i know who he likes.ahahahahah!

-who is 5 to you?
close friend in class :D

-will you ever live with 13?
why not? my cousin leh! :D

-is 2 single?
guess so :D

-what is the best thing about 8?
i don't know.

-what do you like about 11?
erm, nothing?

-favourite memory about 12?
the compo that i wrote about him :D

k, shall end here.
bye peeps :D